Dear Ben,
Things have started to get bad, regarding my Melanoma, I mean. I have all of these disgusting blotches on my skin, they really hurt and they itch and it's just plain awful.
I wish I could talk to you because I know that somehow you would make it all OK, maybe it would still hurt and maybe things would still get worst, but it would all be OK because you would be there.
Anyways, I still miss you.
Loving you always.
Layla.
