‚new record' i saw as i opened the app
i'm clean i said as the water burned at my skin
i'm clean i said as i starved myself
i'm clean i said as i hit my head
i'm clean i said as i was picking my lips
i'm clean i said as i was pulling out my hair
i'm clean i said as i thought about killing myself
i'm clean i said as i was mean to my parent..
so i could feel bad
but am i really clean or am i just hiding the fact
that self harm is a addiction, not a option ?
-a
