eating disorder

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47kg stood there
i told my friends i was 44kg just so i felt skinny
either i can't stop to eat or i can't eat
but i'm alone when i can't eat
so nobody thinks i'm sick
why would they ?
i eat when i'm with them
one of my friends was skinnier than me
i love her body
the other of my friends weighs a little more than me
i love her body
but why can't i love my body ?
of course i can't
my legs are too fat, like my stomach
my ass and tits are too flat
am i the only one who sees myself like this ?
is this the reason no one gets that i'm sick ?
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