If only he loved me back

Why Do I feel this way

I wake up the next morning and feel sick
I run to the both room as I try my best to not wake Josh up
I run to the bathroom and start throwing up
Once I'm done I quietly grab my phone and go to the walk to the kitchen to grab water
I then text Avani
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                         Today at 5:42 am
Y/n
Hey Avani, by any chance is there a way that you can stop by the store rn and grab me a few things?

Avani
Hey babe, yeah I can what do you need?

Y/n
Well you see... me and Josh kinda did it.. last night and I woke up throwing up so if you could grab me like a few pregnancy tests and like some snacks or smthing to cover it up that would be amazing.

Avani
Omg I'm so I happy for you and yeah I'll be  there as fast I can give me like 30- 45 minutes

Y/n
Thank you Avani I'll see you
Read at 8:30
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Sure enough 35 minutes later Avani shows up with a bag that has 2 boxes of pregnancy tests and snacks
We both go to the farthest bathroom from Josh
I go in with a test and shut the door with Avani behind it
I take the test and flip it over as I open the door
Avani: alr so now we wait 3 minutes
Y/n: ok... I'm nervous
Avani: don't worry Y/n everything is going to be fine
3 minutes later
Y/n: alr should I flip it?
Avani: yeah
I flip over the test and see letters across the test that say...

Positive.....

I immediately start balling my eyes out as Avani comforts me and hugs me
Avani: omg Y/n your pregnant
Y/n: omg... do you think Josh is going to wanna keep it
Avani: im sure he will. He loves you a lot. Imma go and let you talk to him
Y/n: ok thank you Avani once again for grabbing these for my
Avani: ofc Bebe congrats once again
She says as we walk out the bathroom and she heads out the door
I start walking back to the room with the tests on the hand of my shorts hidden under Joshs hoodie
I walk in and see Josh on his phone
Josh: oh there you are.. Good morning ml
Y/n: Good morning amor.. umm we have to talk really quick
The minute I say that I see his eyes go confused as he sits up on the bed
Josh: oh ok.. if everything ok baby?
Y/n: I mean yeah.. maybe idk how you would take this
I say as I sit on the bed next to him and he looks up at me
Josh: talk to me baby I'm here
He says as he looks up at my eyes and puts his hand on my thigh and rubs it softly
Y/n: umm.. ok so..
I say as I reach into my shorts and pull out the tests
Y/n: I'm pregnant.. and I understand if you don't want to be together anymo-
I say as he smashes his lips into mine and pulls away quickly
Josh: are you kidding?! Omg ml were going to be parents..!
He says as he hugs my waist really tight
Y/n: wait your not mad..?
I say as I look down at him wiping away some tears that fell
Josh: baby.. why would I be upset ofc I'm not upset I get to start a family with the person I love most
I smile at myself and kiss him again as we make out for a while until we pull away
Josh: I'm so happy and exited and can't wait to tell everyone an-
Y/n: babe relax I get it your exited
I at as we both start laughing
Josh: I love you sm
Y/n: I love you to mi amor
We saw as we kiss again but this time falling over each other

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