hello diary i experianced a lot today......so lets start from the morning so i woke up i already felt like a load of shit, then headed off to school then when i got to class i felt depressed my neck still hurts from that hit. im sad.i wanted to just cry but nobody was there the rest of the day was kinda good intill we went to lunch i already am insecure so i try not to eat a lot it was ackward when i arrived home again i did not eat thoughts went inside my head in dicided to live there i wanted to cut i cried in cried till i got on my computer in just started writing my care-taker came home i smiled they did not i laughed they did not they asked "maya did you eat today" i looked up from the couch in said"no mam" she then proceded to tell me i was good-for nothing in shit while this was happening all that went through my head was the punch,the push,the yells,the face's the names it was just god-awful.
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.(i suffer from depression,insomnia,anxiety)
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i then joined a depression chat i tried talking to someone but.........all they cared about was my age i feel like dying dear diary but........i don't want to cut the butterfly.........but there was one good thing ....jennifer she lit up my day i hope she's okay
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