I Don't Know

Back to tha basics(part one)

So here I am back in Georgia..Atlanta Georgia it feels great to get away from it all. The plane landed and I when it was time to get off I got off with no luggage because I a hadn't bring any from the start. I still had a low profile which was good but the thing was I was in Atlanta now, another major city to where I could easily get into some bull shit but right now it was time for me to meet up with my friend and only think and do positive things. I finally hit the airport in Atlanta and I texted my homeboy that I was there. "Aman!!!", he said as he dapped me up. "Ludaaaaa", I said as we just were equally excited to see each other. That's right I was friends with the one and only Atlanta native(actually he's from Illinois but he reps Atlanta heavy) Ludacris. "

Man where's ya bags?", he asked as he examined my whole situation. "Man long story", I said shaking my head in disappointment. " A nigga exhausted ",I said as I put my hand on Luda's shoulder. "Come on then, I know yo ass hungry", he said. "Lead the way then brother", I said as we exited the airport. "Man I been seeing you get ur lil buzz out there on the West Coast.. how them folks been treating u out there", he asked as we made our way to his car.

He was driving nice asf too I ain't gonna lie but with his type of money I wasn't surprised either. We got inside and it was as nice as I expected with it being the 2022 model of Lamborghini. "I'm craving some breakfast shit", I said to Luda as he started the car up and revved the engine. "You know it's 12 o'clock over here the time is back to the east coast", he said as he looked at me with a funny expression on his face. "Nigga you can eat breakfast anytime of the day even for dinner", I said as my stomach growled loudly.  "Welp... Waffle House it is",he said as we pulled out of the airport. We sped down the highway swerving through lanes as we drove to Waffle House. Shiii I ain't been to Waffle House in a minute. This nigga even raced a hell cat on the highway. We pulled in and I could smell that batter from the waffles and the smell of the bacon from the parking lot. My mouth was watering I'm not gonna lie. I missed the simple things of the south well Georgia specifically like being able to come to get a waffle at 3 am in the morning and just the weather which wasn't too hot but a little humid at times. We went in to the restaurant and sat down at the booth. We got our menus and I ordered me a two waffle with a T-bone steak cheese grits and bacon but Luda just got a coffee. "I don't understand how u drink that stuff honestly", I said to Luda. "I don't know I just need my caffeine I guess", he said as took another sip of his coffee. "How's the movie star lifestyle going for u", I asked him, "Its about 100 Fast and furious movies out there", I joked. "Yeaaaaaah man we got plenty of other things in production too while u playing", he said finishing the rest of his hot drink. "You ever thought about being a movie star?", he asked me. "Yea but how am I gonna focus on both rap and movies", I asked him cutting into my steak and taking a bite. "It's hard work but the money it brings in is ridiculous", he said as he got his wallet out to pay for the tab. "Hey box that shit up I got a set to go to in a couple of minutes", he said scrolling on his phone. I got a box and put the rest of my food in it as we walked back to his red car. "How does it feel to be back home",he said as we got back in the car. "Maaaan to be honest great dawg... I had too much shit going on in Cali if I'm being real with you", I said putting my box of food in between my feet. "Well for one, man being signed to Kendrick is good and all.. dude even bought me a car and gave me some racks but he put me through this "test" where him and some other dudes from a neighborhood in Compton pulled up on me with guns and shit", I said while Luda pushed the gas in the foreign. "A test huh", he said as he he looked at me speeding a little more. "I never met Kendrick and I've been to L.A. plenty of times.. but a test that sounds crazy what the hell kind of shit is that", he said still pushing the gas. "Same reaction I had", I said just staring out the window as we passed some large hotels. It was a silence for the remainder of the ride until we got to the set. We got let through the security clearing and next thing I knew we were on the set. We got out the car to see a bunch of trailers and of course Ludacris had his own luxurious one to himself. We walked inside to see what the trailer looked like a mini house with tables and furniture along with flat screens and all. "You can go ahead Jasmine", he said dismissing his makeup artist out of the room. No cap Jasmine was fine as fuck. She had a nice body with a set of thick thighs and some nice ass lips and she didn't have on any make up, I think I was in love. "Ok Luda", she said in her sexy seductive voice. It made me remember how these southern girls could be with they polite asses. "Bye Aman", she said with her soft subtle voice before walking out of the trailer. I was in a daze but it was short lived before I saw Luda just smiling at me like a proud dad. "She fine isn't she", he said with a cool laid back tone in his voice. "Fine...nigga gorgeous!", I said as I had a little bit of exclamation in my voice. "Haha I could put u on if u want bro her head game lethal", he said as he stared at me smiling like he was reminiscing about something. "Maaaaaaan the fuck", I said as I was grabbing a bottle of water out of the mini fridge he had in the trailer. "I'm just fucking wit yo sucka ass but here I'll give u her Instagram since I know u don't got the balls to talk to her", he said as he pulled up her account on his phone.
PrettyJasmin95 was her name on Instagram which was a basic name but as I scrolled through her profile her pictures were nothing like it. I quickly followed her as I snatched Luda's phone from him syncing the information in my phone. "Thirsty ass", Luda said under his breath letting out a small laugh with it. I ignored him as I hit the follow and I was surprised to see that she followed me right back. I was kinda thirsty and Jasmine was just the nice glass of water I wanted to drink. "You know you can have plenty of girls on yo dick just cuz your name is Aman and you famous now right", he said as he started to change clothes to arrive on set. "True shit", I said giving Luda back his phone and putting mines back in my pocket. "So what kinda movie is this", I asked him as I saw him out on this bullet proof vest over the tank top he was wearing. "It's your typical drug dealer movie", he said tying his durag around his straight back cornrows. "I play this dude that was on the streets slanging rock but wanted to change his life but due to the circumstances of his life and environment he couldn't so he had to do some extra shit to make ends meet". "That shit sound sooooo boring",I said as I finished drinking my bottle of water. "Yea I know but my name alone gon bring out the big money if u know what I mean", he said as he put on his pure white Air Force one sneakers. "True who directing it?", I asked. "Denzel... he said he didn't wanna be in the spotlight too much anymore these days but he still wanted to do what he loved so yea that's that..we gotta go now I gotta get ready to do this so I can go home, I'm exhausted", he said as he pushed through the door and walked down the steps. "Denzel Washington?!", I thought in my head. Damn I was geeked to meet him he killed all his roles in every movie he as ever acted in no dick riding shit. We got on set. The scene was in this alley and Luda's character was running from three other dudes with glocks on them..they were yelling curse words and shooting at him but eventually he ran into a dead end and a big swole guy came out of the blue and walked up to Luda. "Any last words?", the dude asked as he put the gun up to Luda's skull. With sweat trickling down Luda's face he responded with a , "Yea... two... FUCK YOU", he said and u could tell it caught the man off guard because he had a "huh" expression on his face before they started tussling for the gun in the man's hand. I heard a shot go off and I jumped instinctively but they both still tussled. I saw red come from Luda's shirt as the was now on top of the man. Luda threw some punches to the man's face as he knocked him unconscious before before getting the gun and shooting the other guys. No lie the scene was ok but it wasn't nothing special. Things kept happening but I zoned out and after a while I started looking for Denzel. Of course I couldn't find him but either way I was excited to be potentially in the same spot he was so hey I was still winning. "CUT", I heard a man say and the action stopped. Luda walked over to the set out of breath after he helped the man up off of the ground. "Ok Luda a little more aggression when you and Fabio are having the fighting scene.. you seemed kind of tired during that part", the man said as he directed Luda. "Bet bet..my bad I just been partying all night it got me drained", Luda responded to the man wiping the sweat from his forehead. " I wonder if Denzel wasn't sick what would he say about that", the man responded. "Man don't start", Luda said back. "Hey... don't shoot the messenger I'm just doing what the co-producer does buddy", the man responded. Luda looked annoyed but they did the scene again..and again... and again and again. I ended up getting on my phone to check my emails, texts, and social medias. Social media was still popping like usual. Surprisingly I didn't even get any text not even from Kendrick... had he not noticed I was gone? On the next break Luda came over to me and said, "Man we gotta get some more buzz on your name... how about this, how about you and me produce some songs for the movie's soundtrack how does that sound?", he asked me. "I don't know man I'm trying to keep a low profile ever since the Cali shit dawg", I responded. "Look man you already a star", he said with a serious and annoyed tone, "This is how u eat now..you don't just stop being famous because u feel like it.. you signed up for this", he said pulling out his phone again. "Your doing this man...no backing out", he said as he pulled me in and turned his phone side way preparing to take a video of us. "Hey wassup world it's ya boy Luda and my boy Aman here, we just wanna let you know that we're gonna be producing the soundtrack for our brand new movie coming out soon.. get ready because it's about to be a whole lotta fire on that album with all your favorite rappers including ourselves.. love y'all and peace out", he said before ending the video and posting it on Instagram and tagging me in it. "Too late now buddy", he said before returning his phone back to his pocket. "Time to go..we done for the day", he said to me as he walked back towards the crew and dapper everybody up and hugged Jasmine. I wish I could hug her fine ass. I mean I could but shiii I was nervous to. "Bye Aman", she said to me as she batted her eyes ever so slightly. "Bye Jazz", I said trying to sound as masculine as possible. She just smiled and me and Luda made it back to his car. "Maaan I know u better pipe that", Luda laughed as we got in the whip. "Man shut up", I said hoping in the passenger. I don't know why that made me think about Marie tho. Speaking of Marie i pulled the phone out of my pocket and powered it on. I sat anxiously as the black screen white apple logo illuminated my face. I waited for the Lock Screen with the numbers to pop up so I could put in the code. With shaky hands I put it in. The first time I got it wrong. The second time I got it wrong . The third time I got it wrong. The fourth time I got it... right. I turned on her data just in case and went right to the messages just as I did before. I went right to Shawn's name: