Rewinded // Abbacchio X Reader PT. 1

- Rain Clouds -

Edit 24th FEB 2023

Im sitting at my desk listening to music and drawing things in my note book. I had a chat with Giorno yesterday about when Abbacchio and I will finish our mission. Its been around 2 and a half months since we started activity looking for La squadra di gioco d'azzardo (the gambeling squad as said via google translate). Its been kind of nice not worrying about them but it sucks because I wasn't thinking about them because of Ash. What could i do though.

I look out my window and it starts to rain a little.

Besides that ive been calming down about Ash and thinking more. Good thinking this time, I was thinking about Abbacchio what did he mean though. He's confusing... or just hungover to the point hes drunk still but what can I do about that. Ive also been thinking about my dating standards and also if i wang to get back into that jazz. Because with all of the ones ive had they didnt end well.

I dont pay attention to anything but my music when suddenly a pile of files land next to my arm "what the hell! Your gonna kill me one day because of that" I say annoyed looking up to my left, its Giorno. I pause my song waiting for an answer "yeah sorry but this is important y/n". "I swear if this is like a lecture im gonna go crazy" I sigh

- jump cut -

'Oh my god'

Ive been looking back and fourth at the clock for the past hour this was a lecture type of thing, do i look like im in school. Its all about La squadra di gioco d'azzardo i do know why were all sitting here talking about them but i dont think we all need it. I glance back at the clock a final time I sigh when I see it.

7:05 pm

Its been so long sitting here listening to this again. I haven't been paying attention though.

"Are you ok y/n?" Giorno asked as he said that nearly everyone looked over at me. "Well no? We've all gone over this. Yeah its been two months but its not hard to remember. Can you get to the point?" I retaliate annoyed at this point.

Giorno sighs "well we are starting up the mission again". "Seriously?" I ask again Giorno nods his head at me. "I want everyone to continue what they were doing last time with the same partners". Everyone just grabs thier files and walks out, as i grab the ones Abbacchio and I need before Giorno stopped me. "Go get Fugo and Mista".

- time skip because again, im lazy -

"I still can believe he sent us to A, snoop around an apartment with all unknown stand users and B, take out any that may or may not be in there. You see how any of this could go horribly wrong? Like at all?" I protest. "Y/n this is kinda what happens when your in the mob" Mista trails off focusing on driving, "eh but still though" i end off with as i stare out the window.

"So Fugo whats the deal with your stand? Like i get its uncontrollable or whatever but its been months since the whole man in the mirror thing and your way less angry at everything now." I ask him still looking out the window. "Well i sort of figured out why he manifested in the first place and ive come to terms with that fact over time, Purple Haze is still uncontrollable and very unpredictable but its better then it was a few months ago." 

I look over at the time '9:00 pm like half an hour away'

Eventually I start thinking again, what is it with men in general every dude ive met has hurt me in some way. Either physically, mentally or emotionally every man ive met has hurt me. Am I just unlucky or not a likeable person? Did i do something to deserve that? All of this is rumbling around in my head and I think either Fugo or Mista noticed because subconsciously my head jolted back a little and I may have looked confused.