I love me

Chapter 11

⚠️ Trigger warning: sexual assault/rape ⚠️

-Aiden

It's been a few days now since my parents found out about my sexuality. Seth has been acting extremely weird, as he should. Tay is helping me sell my belongings. I could be out of here in two days if I'm lucky.

I took a break and sat on my bed while I thought about my parents. They haven't said a word to me ever since that weekend. It really hurt me, but it made me feel better knowing that they would regret it someday, because I won't be forgiving them anytime soon.

It looks like I can't have one moment of peace in this hellhole as Seth comes barging into the room like an animal. What scared me was he was coming straight at me.

Before I knew it he pinned me down to the bed and I couldn't move. "Seth, please let me go. I'm not in the mood for this."

"Yeah? I can help with that. Just lay still." He started kissing and biting at my neck. I still couldn't move under his strong grip and his bodyweight. I was left with no other option than to struggle, and he wasn't having it.

This was escalating too quickly. I wondered how far he wanted to go and that worried me. It didn't exactly look like he had my best interest at heart.

"Please. Seth please let me go. I don't want this."

"I said fucking lay still. And while you're at it, shut that pretty little mouth of yours." He ripped my shirt wide open. He started kissing my chest, going lower and lower while I struggled underneath him. I'm going to keep fighting. "Seth, if you don't let me go right now, I swear to god I'll scream as hard as I can. My parents will hear me."

"Well then, I guess we should improvise." Before I could try to scream his hand was over my mouth, the other one around my neck. I desperately tried to catch my breath while still being trapped under his weight.

He took my ripped shirt and tied both pieces tightly around my mouth, making my screams pointless. In a split second he pinned my hands back down again. In this moment I could feel something inside of me break. I knew what was about to happen to me.

I could feel him ripping off the rest of my clothes, leaving me bare. I closed my legs and tried to move away from him. He grabbed my thighs and moved my body right back in front of him. He forced my legs apart and in an instant I could feel him inside me.

My body felt completely lifeless. My soul shattered. With every motion I could feel a part of me die.

In this moment I tried my best to take my mind someplace else. To a happy place.

He pulled out of me as he finished onto my stomach, every drop burning my skin like acid. He pulled his pants back up and started to leave. "Your body is fucking disgusting, mutt." He left me in the room just like that.

I haven't moved a muscle. Stuck inside the moment. A tear escaped from my eye, and soon more followed. This didn't just happen. My mind was reacting while my body couldn't.

My whole body shook as my phone started ringing. A reaction I couldn't control. I slowly untied the fabric around my mouth. Just then I realized how much my hands were shaking. I couldn't get them to stop.