I hate [**love**] you --- Shay x Dudley

#4 {not fight song?}

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"Talking"
'Thinking'
"Singing"
A/N
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Recap
Urgently, I felt the need to sing. Although it wasn't my usual song, after meeting this boy, I feel different. I started singing.
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"Let it out
Been building up
You better let it out
Say everything that you've been meaning now
I want it to burn
When you tell me I'm such a wreck
It isn't easy cleaning up your mess
It's like I've got a rope around my neck
She says it won't hurt
But everything you do makes my heart race"

'It's true, he does make my heart rate,' she thought.

"I can't even think straight
Is this just a game to you?
Returns every night ;) (TESCO)
It's always the same fight
And I think you should know
I hate your touch
I hate your mouth"

"I can't stand every single word that falls out
But you're all that I've been dreaming of
This is not another song about love"

She tries to convince herself that she isn't in love, but seems to be failing miserably...

"I hate your voice
I hate your lips
I hate how bad I wanna steal your kiss
But you're all that I've been dreaming of
This is not another song about love
Asphyxiated just to say the least
And with your eyes, you're suffocating me
Emptied my lungs, it's getting hard to breathe
You couldn't care less"

She thinks about HIM. He couldn't love her.

"But everything you do makes my heart race
I can't even think straight
Is this just a game to you?
Reruns every night
It's always the same fight
And I think you should know
I hate your touch
I hate your mouth
I can't stand every single word that falls out
But you're all that I've been dreaming of
This is not another song about love"

She says this, once again, but she seems to be doubting herself even more than last time.

"I hate your voice
I hate your lips
I hate how bad I wanna steal your kiss
But you're all that I've been dreaming of
This is not another song about love"

...yuh
(okay- calm down Lin)

"The sky fades from blue to gray
Inside she's just like an ocean
Still I'm drowning
How bad I wanna sink and let it take me away
I don't know why I come back
I do every time
We get close to the end
It's a finish line
Sing these words for the girl I've been dreaming of
Is this just another song about love?"

...is it just another song about love...?

Let it out
Been building up, I better let it out
Say everything that I've been meaning now
Dreaming 'bout
I need it now
I need it now
I need your touch
I have no doubt

She knows what she wants and she can't believe it.

"I want your love 'til it all runs out
'Cause you're all that I've been dreaming of
Is this just another song about love?
I need your voice
I need your lips
I need you bad
I wanna steal your kiss
'Cause you're all that I've been dreaming of
This is just another song about
Another song about love"

It is just another song about love, but she doesn't really know who she is singing about.

She inhales deeply, breathless after her outburst of song. Suddenly, she is startled by clapping. She was so focused on singing that she forgot that there are still two other people in the room. Turning to face where the noise is coming from, in her line of sight, she saw Dudley (not clapping 🤪) and the mysterious man (clapping 👏). She could feel a hot red blush spread across her spoilt milk looking face.
Dudley strutted out like a MatEriAl GwoRl 💅💅💅- tsking as he left. (Pulling a Bakugoi)
Slowly, Shaydo Peper Tilzi approached the malnourished, pale man. Asking for his name, she blushed a deep green (just like a green pepper). He answered in his manly husky Voice:;:;:;:; "EREN YEA-" he screamed

He sounded British but had an accent. Although, I didn

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Edit/Proofread: 13/3/22