"Don't think about it"
yeah, like that fixes everything
"Just breathe!"
I've been trying to, since the spring.
Full body rage with thorax being chained
followed by my mind, completely drained.
I can't stop it when it start
cause, I'm oblivious how to depart.
It creates a perpetual cycle of
emptiness and fears
and becomes a vicious cycle of
misery and tears.
I feel so numb, I'm smothering me
I end up failing, I'm disappointing me.
Becoming so numb, I could barely breathe
mind playing tricks, my heart giving kicks
I couldn't breathe, anyone just give me some fix.
Diaphragm transmute to ferrous
"You're not going to die"
so stop being an actress.
"Ok, here it comes again"
chanting twice a day,
unconsciously holding the breath
trying not to portray.
-@ehhhNerd
I wrote this when I started experiencing anxiety attacks. Wrote it from my personal experience, hope you like it :)
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