As Your Love For Me Dies

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I'm terrified,
Because I know your love for me died. 

You used to be the petals of my flower,
And the pages of my book,
But now,
You make my good days sour. 

Your words keep the triggering the lump in my throat,
They drown my emotions like a sinking boat.

You say you love me,
But your actions say differently.

The tight hug that you used to give me,
Turned into a cold glare that I'll remember for eternity.

My brain keeps telling me to leave you,
But my heart keeps convincing me not to.

I hate to admit it,
And I do regret it,
But I just can't leave you yet,
Because people tell me you're perfect.

The nice and beautiful world is now only blue,
And it's all because of you. 

Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months,
But you're not the same as you were once. 

The pain in my heart is swallowing me whole,
And every step that I take is out of control.

* * *

You're not alone. Ever. There are people who love you, but they don't show it. And I am one of them. I love YOU. And I want YOU to keep going, and be HAPPY. It may be easy to read but hard to become, but be HAPPY. Throw all that sad shit behind you and start new. There's always time. You got a life's worth of time, so many things to do, so many things to achieve, and you're wasting you're time by crying about people knowing they won't come back? Don't waste your time honey, do something you like, make new friends, listen to music, and most important of all, BE HAPPY. Periodt.








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