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~LUZIAH ANGEL WHITE~ 📍SevSide
" zoey do you think I could drop Leon on off... moms out drinking again and I got work " I said setting my phone up as we was on FaceTime with my best friend
" yesss you know me and justyce like a lil company..... but I wish you two could come move in with me.... I don't think it's right that u 17 taking care of your mother and her child " zoey said frowning
" Zo I really don't wanna have this conversation it's already been a stressful day gettin the bills and everything in today" I sighed grabbing my makeup bag
" still you only a child still and your mother should grow up and stop acting like she's your age angel its not right at all " she said sounding a slight bit of angry
" I'll bring him over on my way to work " I said hanging up
Yes i love angel and I love how she's trying to help me but I really don't like her pitying me. It honestly makes me feel unworthy and useless. I
already feel like that but I don't want other people making me feel like that. I am more of a homebody and I don't like parties even this u
rarely ever go to them. Not by choice but my mother had me when she was very young and she's feels like I took her teenage years away from
her and all her partying so now the 32 year old women and is out partying and drinking every night while I'm stuck here taking care of are
apartment and her child. She just had my little brother who she named leon. I love my little brother to death but It's very stressful handling
this. He's only a couple months and I'm still working two jobs. It's hard to balance it sometimes but i manage. I have a couple other
friends but they don't really know a lot about me. They don't know I work as a stripper at night and that I take care of my grown ass mother and
her baby. I might as well say he's mine the way I take care of him. I have the chance and opportunity to leave all this behind and move out
but I still have love for her and I can't just abandon her like she's doing us. It really hurts me seeing my mother drunk and off drugs every
night and day. She hooked on drugs durning the day and it's annoying with all her crackhead friends but I put up with it. But I'm getting really
tired of living this life that's not mine. I wanna go to college and become a nurse but that's not gonna work out by the way my life's going and
