Diary of a Year 10 Boarding Student

THIS COULD BE THE START OF SOMETHING NEW

Sunday Jan 30th.
Why'd I put a high school musical lyric as the chapter title?

This is new.

Hello :)

I have decided to write down stuff I think and or feel so that maybe I won't get too overwhelmed when going to boarding school. It sounds good in theory.

And I share my human struggles with other humans and maybe we can share advice and stuff.

I know I was planing on writing the James Potter fic but I've fallen away from Harry Potter again. It's getting harder to go back because there's so much shit that comes with it. I'm not sure if it will happen. I have all these ideas but it just doesn't come out on paper or screen. I've tried both.

It's pretty late but I need to vent and my mum is touched out so I can't vent to her at the moment, she needs a bit of space from us

I have an awesome mum. She listens to me. Most of the time. Sometimes she's tired. Because honestly me and my sisters are absolute strawberry's (C U Next Tuesdays)

Strawberry is another word for the c word in my family. It just because mum doesn't like it and one day she just blurted out "STRAWBERRY" and it stuck.

There are four of us girls. And I'm eldest ( most helpful most responsibilities and stuff). then there's Daisy. I can't believe that she's starting high school this year. Year 7 kid. And I won't be there to scare away her bullies. But then again. She's pretty tough tbh. I love her, she's gorgeous, and she's built like a tank, so when she's angry at you, your best bet is to run and hide. She's also really smart when she puts her head to it, but she isn't great at concentrating. I bought her a wreck this journal for her birthday so I hope that helps her out with her anger and stuff x

I've spent to day organising and packing things. I've had to label all my clothes because communal washing. It feels weird. I have like a buzzy feeling in my chest when I feel excited but when I feel anxious about it it's kinda like I have a lead bag on my chest

TODAYS UNDER APRECIATED ARTIS
Look up Tom Cardy on Spotify OR THE TOK. It's fucking funny. I laugh all the time, his songs are so funny.

Oh, Hey, do you wanna know stuff about me?
I'm going into year 10 at a boarding school 45min to an hour away from home. Which isn't too bad.

Currently having a moment where I like 'Why Don't We', just a few of there songs. ALSO 'Red Hot Chilli Peppers'

Todays playlist

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6fPYBMnMNIiBtTO1R0uvgB?si=G-ZuFOVoSy-A3tXWNLeY8A
I'll put it in the comments or my conversation page if it doesn't work here x :)

I love listening and dancing to music.

I'm 5 foot 3 I think. I don't really measure. I just kinda gage how far my mark on the wall is from the floor.

I like Marvel. And Disney. I like Outer Banks like every other kid but I'm not majorly obsessed.

I love the movie dirty dancing

I am Australian
I have glasses 🤓 and

I'm working for better anxiety management and confidence improvements so any tips I figure out I'll share :)

I have a ragdoll cat called Tinkerbell

Reflection

Uh maybe TMI. This week I learnt that my body can't handle 1/3 a bottle of whiskey. I was mixing CC and Dry but didn't know what I was doing so I got wasted and vomited my lunch and dinner. I was just lucky my parents were there. But my dad will never let me live it down

Anyways. I've learnt my lesson and now I know how to mix drinks properly. My mum taught me so that I wouldn't accidentally kill myself with alcohol poisoning.

She just wants me to to be safe. Better than me doing it when I get older and having learn too late.

Spent the last two weeks in a place called Bicheno. Is spent the first week playing the sims4 on my laptop because I had surgery on my toes. And when I could finally get in the water and do shit, the weather did a switcheroo and we got thunder and lightning when we were supposed to be swimming and enjoying our selves by the beach. Fuck u weather.

I had a freak while I was there but my Pop was there and he give me wise old people words of wisdom. Then we talked about cars. Brrrm brrrm

All my stuff is everywhere in my room. I have a half packed suitcase. Some baskets with skin care and toiletries and stuff but I feel so under prepared. I still feel like I have so much I still need to gather and pack and do and it's all a little bit a lot.

I have this new book pack thing called Flourish and Fulfilled and it came with affirmation cards so

TODAYS AFFIRMATION:
𝙼𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚂𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛
𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝙴𝚗𝚎𝚖𝚢
𝙸𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝙱𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚗
𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝙴𝚊𝚛𝚜

Ok it's midnight.

TODAYS SONG
"The vicar approaches the mic and suddenly, all of the chatter goes mute
He says that they've misplaced the rings
Could anyone possibly know where they are?
I know it's my time as all heads turn as I stand and say, Vicar - "

H.Y.C.Y.BH - Tom Cardy (for laughs)

AND

"Cause I'll breathe alone
And I'll sleep alone
And I'll lead alone
And I'll laugh alone
'Cause I'm in the zone with my lovely bones
And you'll cry alone on the lonely road"

Lonely Road - Willow Smith

I'm leaving so much behind and it's all for the better xx

I'll get on canva and do some cover designing for this tomorrow if I find time between packing and covering books and last minute appointments.

Night my darlings. Whoever, whatever and wherever you may be.

My favourite candle just ran out :(

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