Hey, I'm going to boarding school this year (in two days) and I'm dealing with the stress and anxiety (and a hell of a lot more feelings) of moving to a new school by writing it on Wattpad :)
Pretty keen. Like mustard
Who knows what will happen...
I have such bad anxiety that I couldn't go down to breakfast for a month lols
My mum has 'Rona so I haven't been home in 2 and a half weeks which is fun I'm totally not home sick.
Omg year ten work load is so much more that I expected. I have weekly assignments!! What rickety snickety, wack a sack snacky duckin fuckin shit is this
I'm duyiojng
On better notes I have friends They're nice :)
My roommates fucking suck
One of them is on the go with a year twelve and says how gooowrgeous everything is. And "yeah me and (year 12) are exclusive but I wannna go to a party and make out with boys aha lol''
Girl nah, I ain't into that.
I just want to go home and ride my dirt bike thank you very much.
The other girl has anxiety like mine (and other medical stuff and honestly feel bad for the girl)
BUT she does not in the slightest bit, help her self. I go out of my way to keep going, to push through to fight my anxiety when I can. Yeah I fall and then I stand and push harder. She falls and stays there.
And maybe I'm being too judgy but I work so hard and she just doesn't.
And!!! One girl who is long in my room but is Friends with the one on the go with a year 12, keeps coming into my room when I'm like half naked!!! No knocking!! No warning!! Just waltz straight on in to use our mirror while I sprint to go put a shirt on.
I WANT TO LOOK AT MY TIDDIE ACHNE IN PEACE!!
OH SONGS TIME I'm still super into red hot chili peppers, maybe more now than before. Slows getting more into why don't we. Kind of falling out of things. I miss dancing. I've gone for exercising and dancing 5-6 days a week to one day a week and I think it's taking a toll on my metal health
Im struggling, but I'm also so proud of how far I've come.
This week I've managed to go to breakfast most mornings and I know that's not a big thing for most but it is for me.
Our year ten formal is in may. I have a beautiful dress. It still needs the bottom to be cut off so it's shorter and some minor adjustments but it's lovely
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Isn't it pretty
Christ I love it
Do you guys want to know my current playlist
No? Well sucks to suck I guess lol
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It alternates between this and a couple others.
Scar tissue- Red Hot Chilli Peppers Scar tissue that I wish you saw Sarcastic mister know-it-all Close your eyes and I'll kiss you, 'cause With the birds I'll share With the birds I'll share this lonely viewin'
Be myself- why don't we
We're dancin' on the edge of anxiety's ledge And I might fall again, I might fall We're walkin' on a rope of worry and I hope That I don't fall again, I don't fall Take me somewhere I can be I can be myself Oh, take me somewhere I am free Free to be myself, and nothin' else.
Is your bedroom ceiling bored? -Sody, Cavetown
Is your bedroom ceiling bored like mine Of you staring at it all the time? 'Cause it's seen so many nights where I cry and I yell at the sky For not telling you how I feel Is your bedroom ceiling bored Like mine? I stay up late and I talk to the moon And I can't stop telling him all about you Wonder if you do the same thing I do I get up early and talk to the sun And ask her for guidance but she ain't got none Wonder if you do the same thing I do I hope you do
