𝗆𝗒 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝗅𝖺𝗒𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗍𝗈 𝗌𝖾𝖾

i miss you like hell

my body yearns for
the warmth that surrounded
your bodily glow

i miss the the love that you didn't give,
the friendliness i mistook for romance

i miss the smile that plaster
upon your face, bright like the
burning sun that makes my eyes squint.

i still remember your body:
tall and slim, i had to look up
something i'd never done before

the way your hands felt in my body
each touch feverish, i could feel it
through my clothing.

i thought about you day and night.
you soon became the source of my dreams
even in the gleaming day.

i never said goodbye to you
even if i was the one that left,
and i am forever sorry that i abandoned you.