THIS WORK IS NONFICTION
I'M SORRY FOR THE TYPOS AND ERRORS, PLEASE BEAR WITH ME.
I was thirteen that time when my friend Eral asked, "who's your crush?"
and I can't answer him because I'm too shy to say his name.
"it's a secret" I answered.
Ayokong sabihin. Ayokong masira yung friendship namin.
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I've remembered our past.
Eral was my childhood friend. We used to be together kapag umuuwi kami ng bahay namin galing sa school.
We're close friends.
We have the same barangay.
May three best friends sya.
Sina Marco, Jared, and Jake. And they're also my friends and neighbors.
In elementary.
Eral and me were not classmate but we're on the same batch and we became close when he knew that I have a slight crush on Jared. One of his best friend.
When Eral and me are together, we're teasing each other. I used to teased him with his crush named Chari and he also teased me with Jared.
"Ikaw ha, crush mo pala si Jared" he teased.
"Shut up Eral! Quiet okay? Baka may makarinig sayo!" Pinalakj ko yung mata ko para makita nya na naiinis na ako sa kanya.
"Okay okay, tatahimik na nga" natatawa sya na parang ewan.
Nairita ulit ako sa kanya kaya binilisan ko yung lakad ko. hinabol nya naman ako.
"Jarie hintayin moko" natatawa sya na parang aso din na nagpapa-awa sakin.
Napairap nalang ako.
"Bahala ka jan! Hindi kita bati" I shouted.
"Tampo ka na nyan? Hahaha" parang tarsier tch.
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Jared have a crush on me and I also have a crush on him.
He confessed his feelings for me through online.
"Jarie yan yung pangalan ng crush ko" he chatted.
"Ha? Kitty yung name ng crush mo diba?" I replied.
I assumed that kitty was his crush kasi sweet nila sa isa't-isa tsaka magkaklase pa sila.
My feelings for Jared was just infatuation. It's nothing serious.
I just felt a little bit of jelousy when Jared got a girlfriend.
Jared loves his girlfriend Niki so I uncrush him.
Their cs was corny HAHAHQ
Kendkay and kengkoy yung tawagan nila HAHAHA.
nabasa ko kasi yung convo nila.
"Kumain kana kengkoy?"-niki
"Mamaya pa, nagreresearch pa ako sa assignment"-jared
"Kain kana kengkay, ha. Huwag papalipas ng gutom. Labyu kengkay"-jared
HAHAHA grabe yung tawa ko nung time na nabasa ko convo nila.
I'm just a friend. We're not together. So naghanap ako ng bagong crush.
Niki transferred to davao kaya nagkalabuan sila ni Jared.
That was so sad kasi alam kong mahal ni Jared si Niki.
Bad news wala akong mahanap na crush, kaya wala akong crush.
I was 7th grade when I knew that Jared and me will be classmates.
Nothing really change.
Wala na akong crush sa kay Jared so we're civil to each other.
Eral took Science Curriculum so we're not classmates.
Eral have a crush on Ezli.
Ezli is also my classmate.
Eral asked for my help so I helped him. But Ezli have no feelings for him. Ezli rejected him.
Jared broke up with Niki and found a new girlfriend, Niv.
Niv and I used to be so close. She influenced me on wattpad. That was the time when I became a wattpader.
She recommended me to read My husband is a Mafia Boss by yanajin.
That was the time that I became crazy with a fictional character named Ezekiel Roswell.
About Jared and Niv, I support their relationship.
But sadly they also broke up.
I know, I know. Jared was really a disgusting shit that time.
Our classmates used to pair Jared and Ezli.
Jared confessed his feelings for Ezli.
And Ezli was so secretive, so we really don't know if she's also have a feelings for Jared.
Eral got disappointed.
It's arduous for Niv.
And me? I'm starting to have a crush on Eral.
Name ng fictional character ang sinasabi ko kay Eral na crush ko.
Eral found a new crush and it was his classmate.
Kahit may iba syang crush, sya pa din yung crush ko.
Actually, madami akong crush. Sya lang yung first honor kung e ra rank ko yung percentage ng pagiging crush ko sa kanila.
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Siguro dahil nagkakasama kami palagi ni Eral, na fall na din ako.
It's so arduous for me.
We're close friends and I don't wanna ruin our friendship.
Back then I also have this friend Marco that also Eral's best friend.
Marco knew that I have a crush on Eral.
Weeks have passed and Eral told me "I already knew who's your crush. Marco told me. I'm your crush, right?"
I nodded and my face became red.
It's look like a tomato. I cursed Marco cause he's an idoit because he told him.
"Yes. I have a crush on you" I confessed.
"I also have a crush on you" he said.
All butterflies on my stomach are flying. My heart are like a bomb that could have explode.
We're flirting on Facebook, that time.
I'm only using a net. I don't have a phone. We're in a mutual understanding.
We don't have a label. That's sucks.
Years have passed. Our feelings fade. I don't know if we're still friends.
Walang closure.
Walang prangkahan na naganap.
We're not talking anymore.
He's my neighbor. Tuwing nagkikita kami accidentally, hanggang ngiti na lang talaga.
Lastly, nasasayangan talaga ako sa friendship namin.
I regretted that I confessed my feelings for him because our friendship ruined.
And that's the craziest thing I've done before.
A Ruined Friendship
–by
✍️; Artemis Rosó
