I'M SORRY FOR THE TYPOS AND ERRORS, PLEASE BEAR WITH ME.
I was 7th grade when I became a wattpad reader at dahil blackpink yung mga character sa story kalaunan naging blinks na din ako.
I've streamed their MVs. I've watched their dance practice. And so on.
At dahil wattpader ako, I read many stories and explore other genres. Hanggang sa may nabasa akong one shot entitled as "RPW" by Eros.
My heart got broke. Umiyak ako, kasi nakakaiyak yung story.
Naging curious ako kung ano ang RPW. I've dug so many informations through facebook and wattpad.
"What is RPW?
Rpw is fake.
Fake accounts.
Fake name.
Fake port.
Fake gender.
Fake ages.
Fake details.
Fake world.
Fake indeed.
But you know what's nice?
Your friends was real,
Your feelings was real,
The friendship was real,
The happiness was real,
The sadness was real,
And worst,
The pain was real." (I read this somewhere nung nagsearch ako kung ano yung RPW)
Nagsimula akong maging RP'ER when I was 8th grade.
When I was a newbie madami akong naging friends. Naalala ko pa, napaka jeje ko ng typings ko. Napaka jejemon ko talaga that time.
Alaalang napakadiring pangyayari.
I've remembered. Nag post ako sa fb non sabi ko pa
"Hi I'm A nEWbiE cARe TO WelCOmE mE?"
Tapos madaming nagcomment non
"Rb 5" - Ash Kaela
"Rb all" - Trover Montefalco
"Lbdp" - Flame Monteverde
"LbxCp" - Nicole Smith
Ako naman nasi masurin, ginawa ko yung kung ano yung sinabi nola sa comment section ng post ko. Ang bait ko kasi uwu.
Naka sali ako sa SBH. Craige SBH.
I'm inactive. Hindi nagtagal na kicked out ako. Hindi kasi ako gumagawa ng attendance at activities.
Una kong naging ka fling si Hiro Ackerman, he's adorable.
Everyday nya akong chinachat.
"Good morning" -siya
"hello gooooood mooooorningggg" -ako
"Kumain ka na ba?" -siya
"Katatapos ko lang, hbu?" -ako
"Kanina pa. What are you doing?" -siya
"Maliban sa chinachat ka. Wala na akong ginawa." -ako
"
How's your day going?
What are you doing?
And etc".
Hinaharot nya ako habang may ka RS siyang iba. He should be loyal, diba?
Sadly, He broke up with his ka RS because he courted me.
I feel sorry for his ex but may konting tuwa pa din ako kasi mas pinili nya ako kesa sa kanya.
I've remembered the words he said to me but not the EXACT WORDS.
Hiro: Can I court you? You see Kiara, I like you. I broke up with Mina because, I really like you.
I was torn that time. Sasagutin ko ba? Pero hindi ako experts sa jowa jowa thingy.
I've never been into a relationship. NBSB ako.
Me: I'll think about it.
We're in a mutual understanding stage, and that was I thought.
Hindi ko pa sya sinagot, but I already have a crush on him.
There was a time when I pranked him.
I mean plinano ko sa isip ko na iprapank ko sya pero sasagutin lang din naman kalaunan. Sasagutin ko sya at magiging magka RS na kami.
Me: I don't like you. You should stop.
Na seen nya yung messaged ko and minutes later. His name turned into group message.
Hell yeah, he blocked me. I can't reply to him.
Nakita ko yung "You can't reply to this conversation learn more"
I've tap his dp again and again but the Facebook said "something went wrong".
Hindi ko nasabi na sasagutin ko na sya.
Hindi ko nasabi na prank lang yon.
I regretted it.
Sana pala hindi ko na sya prinank. Stupid Kiara.
Why did he blocked me? If he really like me he should pursue me. He should be patient.
I've searched him through my RA. Hindi nag pop up yung dp nya.
It's either he deactivated his account or he deleted it.
Nagluksa ako nun. Siya na sana ang magiging ka first RS ko.
Hiro Ackerman was the first BRP na naging crush ko. He was my first crush in this RPW.
Lastly, He was the first BRP who courted me.
But now, it was just all memories.
Tas ngayon naman.
Natuto akong maglandi. Marami akong naging ka flings. I've guarded my heart para hindi na ulit ako magluksa.
My first crush in this Role Play World
–by
✍️; Artemis Rosó
