Drunken Nights Wild Hearts

I hate you

Pramod takes a deep breath remembering all his past

P: Susheela when I was 10 mere ghar ke pass ek didi rahti thi her name was Amaya
I was a single child but i loved her alot like my own sister
So mom decided that she can teach me and then we can enjoy together daily... She loved kids heck she loved love

She used to tell me she'll get married soon and then she'll have kids like me she planned her whole family but then she changed she got depressed and cranky all the time
She even used to shout at me sometimes

Mom told me she's going through a tough time but Susheela i hated the fact that my favourite person changed

And then one day i went to her and
Pramod's voice break down
She... Susheela i saw her hanging from a fan it... It was just so....

Susheela hugs him lightly calming him down
S: shh it's okay Pramod
P: no no it's not!! There's more

I found a paper at the side table
I was to panicked so i took the paper kept it in my pocket and ran back home

Uske baad mom ne meko room me bej diya and i couldn't tell her about the paper
Phir bohat himmat karke maine wo padha she...

Susheela rubs Pramod's back calming him
P: she was going to have a kid but her boyfriend said he didn't love her...he used her ......she was broken and she....
Susheela love killed her!! She was too good for this cruel world!

S: Pramod calm down
P: and then the 10 year old me decided that love was lethal and i don't want to get anywhere near it

Pramod laughs a bit
P: vaise tab mai bacha tha you have changed many of my beliefs meeting you was one of the best things happening in my life

S: so was this the reason you wanted to be so badly for the baby? You thought I would d-
Pramod keeps his hand her mouth
P: don't even say it

S:areocgodoblaf
Pramod removes his hand
P: mujhe pata h Susheela you wouldn't have done anything like that you aren't fragile or dependent on someone but i don't want to be some asshole to leave a wonderful girl and an innocent kid

S: you think I'm wonderful?
P:(laughs) well we are being completed honest today so yes... But if you ask this some other time I'll deny of it

S: Pramod i love you
P: what?!
S: oh shit... I'm sorry I should have said it ... It's just you were being honest muh se nikal gaya... I didn't... Sorry I ruined everything just.. just forget it

Susheela turns to go a bit far mumbling when Pramod holds her hand and pulls her close landing her on his chest with her small baby bump touching him

P: shhh shant ho jao you didn't ruin anything
S: I'm sorry I shouldn't have said it specially now Pramod i don't want to force my feelings on you i know you don't want love-
Susheela starts to choke

P: Susheela calm down it's okay
S:........

P: how long?
S: what?
P: how long have you loved me for?
S: Pramod when I first met you i instantly felt something for you
I won't call it some shallow love at first sight

Pramod loves it's something that happens at an exact moment I feel for you slowly and slowly day by day
And today i just said it idk why!!

P: why? Why me?!
S: Pramod ask me why not you?
You are well the perfect i could ask for
I'm not saying you are perfect as a human you have your flaws but you are perfect for me
The way you care with me the way you take all my tantrums the way you always are there for me
How could I not love you?

Pramod takes a deep breath
S: and i know you don't love me
I know you don't want to fall in love with anyone and I don't want to force you
But I'll tell you one thing love is a contradiction
Everyone has a different meaning i found mine when I met you and I'll wait until you find yours

P: even if it takes long?
S: even if it takes forever... Even if it's not me I'll wait
P: Susheela you'll be okay?
S: Pramod I'm more than okay

I could have never told you about my feels and would have been okay
Cause you know what I'm the best when I'm with you!
I don't care what people call us or what relationship we have! I just want us to be us the foolish imperfect people

Pramod laughs at it a bit
P: Susheela you are a really great person
S: oh god no... People say it before rejecting people....are you rejecting me?
P: what no!!

S: so are you accepting me?
P: ...
S: you don't look so sure Pramod
P: you said you'll wait forever abhi to 2 min bhi nahi hua h

Susheela just looks at him
Pramod looks into her eyes
They were always beautiful but today they had a different glow a different fire
P: your eyes look really pretty

S: huh?
P: well does this give me permission to do anything
Pramod says rubbing his beard on her soft cheeks

Susheela takes a deep breath
S: ughh i hate you
P: aww really? Well I know you don't

S: this isn't fair
P: all is fair in love and war right?
S: ughh

Susheela turns around stomping her feet
P:mazak kar raha tha mai
S:(sticks her tongue out)pata h mujhe Mr gentalman

Pramod (thinking) this girl has already changed me so much.
Ughh Susheela you'll kill me someday with your lethal love

Finally Susheela's confession
I personally enjoy writing confessions a lot and this one was really special cause it was a one sided yet understanding one
Also 1k words se jada😌

Kya lagta h Pramod will finally let his guards down to this lethal love? Ya Susheela will be waiting for him forever 🧘

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