Chapter 3 Don't Doubt This Because This Is Intimacy For Me

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I sometimes think, why do I have to suffer things like this? I pressed F5 already,
log-out then log-in again. But the post is still there.
Fucking Sarawat.
So fucking shameless. He not only unlocked my phone, but he also harassed me
through a status just before bed. As I did not want things to escalate any further by
being misunderstood by the girls, I had to search my name in the chat so I could
immediately message him for a cursing session.
Tine TheChic
Saraleo Sarawat! How did you know my password?
I saw the typing button so I know he read the message. Instead of replying, he just
sent an emoji.
[I saw it]
Do you get it? Sarawat used my Facebook to type the message while I continuously
responded with the same account. It looks as if I am talking to myself, except I am not.
I've got six digits as my password. How did you know?
[123456, a moronic password.]
This asshole is really something. His face is bright but his mouth is poisonous. I
silently cursed him loudly in my heart but my reply was lighter.
Saraleo!
Instead of getting a reply, what I got was...
(  ̄.  ̄)
Don't mess with my Facebook. Consider his as a warning.
Σ (° △ ° |||)
Do you understand?
¯ \ _ ( ツ) _ / ¯
Ah! Bastard! I can't stand you anymore.
Σ ( ⊙ ▽ ⊙ ")
Stop sending me stickers!
Σ ( っ° Д °;) っ
( ・'З' ・)
⁄ (⁄ ⁄ • ⁄ω⁄ • ⁄ ⁄) ⁄
Alright, I'm giving up!
( ๑♡ ∀ ♡ ๑)
Stop!
(' ⊙ ω ⊙ ')
Son of a bitch! I shouldn't have downloaded so many stickers. He basically used all
of them. Our conversation was nonsense. I delete the messages and start to go
ballistic on him because of his repetitive sticker usage behavior.
Ting!!
Less than three minutes later, a notification arrived. It is a status on my facebook
timeline.
Tine TheChic
***Hurry! Long legs xxx clip with high quality big ass! Right-click before it is deleted!!!***
Woahhhh, what an asshole! Not only did he watch porn, but he also got viruses on
my facebook. Now, I am in trouble. I don't know where the clips spread. All I could
do was word my mouse and delete all these awful images. This is crazy. Even
people who have never messaged me start to ask if something's up.
That horny?
Some people think I imagine Sarawat so much that I'm turned on. When in truth, I
am thinking about the time when I take him, break his legs, and drown him in the
water with satisfaction.
At first, I thought I could hold it a little and finish it tomorrow morning. But now
that I can't take it anymore, I rush and rush to dial my number. I've waited a long
time and I still have no answer from that bastard.
The first call is not picked up, the second call is still not picked up, the third call is
also not picked up. Before I could even open my mouth to drool, I heard a voice
from the operator that made my tears fall...
"The number you have dialed cannot be reached. Please try and call again later."
He turned off my cell phone...
The next day, I felt everything looked dark because I could not see the brightness
from my eyes. Why? Because I wasn't able to sleep last night. Not because I am
scared of Green hunting me in my dreams, but because I am obsessed with
Sarawat's face that I wanted to crush it until broken... But I can't do anything.
When the sun comes up, I lift my head from the pillow. I take a shower and quickly
go to the campus. I am thinking later in the day, I'd jump on Sarawat and hit him in
the head. I am not asking him to help be my cockblock. I am really sulky right now.
I am like on my irregular period cycle.
"Yo, Tine! Give me your homework so I can copy it."
"You're kidding, right? Don't you know what happened?" I walked towards Peuk,
threw my bag on the table, and looked at him seriously.
"What's wrong? Why are you pouting like that? Are you raped by the rice restaurant
owner?"
"I have a worse problem than that."
"Oh, I know. You're stressed about your horny Facebook status, right? I understand
that Sarawat's hot, but did you really have to announce it like that? Or were you that
turned on?"
"Turned on, my ass! I'd rather have my mom message-scolding me."
"Ehh? So what is that status for?"
"I didn't post that."
"Not you? Then who? Your father?"
"Nevermind." I finished the topic and ran to order apple juice at the booth nearby.
After paying, I brought my glass to the table and at the same time, Ohm and Fong
also arrived.
"Tine, I'm glad you're here. Before I went to the faculty, I met Green there. He was
looking for you." Ohm told me with his casual face. And this makes my soul lost.
"Then what did you say to him?"
"I said you weren't here yet. Probably still humping the pillow in your room."
"Shit."
"That's good, right? He probably ran to go drown himself. I heard you did heavy
stuff last night."
"Don't remind me." I can only grit my teeth and look at the faces of my male leads
hopelessly. I mean, just bringing myself here to the faculty without having people
stare was already the hardest.
"Fine."
"I don't want to talk about it."
"How you broke my heart."
"If I stay here."
"Just a little bit longer."
"If I stay here."
"Won't you listen to my heart? Oh, my heart."
"You know what baby?"
"What?"
"Go dig yourselves graves! Do I look like I'm in the mood?" Although I fucking
went along and almost completed the song. Shit.
Sometimes, being with these three children is also fun. We have everything except
the future and money. The only thing visible is the sad college life. Even so, it also
helped me calm down a little before my anxiety began to increase again because I
had to hurry to find Sarawat and finish the story last night.
And one thing that I am sure of is that Lord Sarawat is now in the Political Science
building.
"Copy my homework first. Then pass it for me too." I stood up and grabbed my
bag and apple juice.
"Where are you going?"
"Look for Sarawat." I answer honestly.
"Wow! Is your heart calling him?" Fong fidgeted with a loud noise, and even a wink
made me want to jump with my feet.
"Heart's not calling him, my feet are!"
"You're going to hurt him?"
"No! I am hurting you if you won't stop being nosy."
"Please, friend. Raise your head and walk away. Take care!"
As soon as I stepped into their building, all eyes were on me as if I had committed a
very serious crime. Senior, or even the freshmen like me, they all turn to me with
radars on.
Fuck. I feel like I'm in the wrong fucking place.
I've never done anything that is wrong. I never steal the food from the temples, so
why do I have to bring myself into such a difficult situation? Stresing won't get me
anywhere though. Maybe in my previous life, I sinned horribly by putting my nose
in other people's business thereby ruining their lives. That is why in this life, I need
to pay all my sins by letting others stick their noses in my business too.
I walked across the marble floor a few steps away. Then I saw the person I was
aiming at, sitting alone less than twenty meters. So without hesitation, I went
straight there.
"Why didn't you pick up my call?" Just arrived and immediately invited the war.
Sarawat averted his eyes from the One Piece comic book in his hand and raised his
head to look at me with no emotions in his eyes.
"You told me not to pick up anyone's call so I didn't pick up."
"Shit. I meant other people, not me."
"You didn't say that at the time."
"You are provoking me, right? Then, why do you have to turn off the phone?"
"It's annoying."
Right now I really want to kick his ear bone.
"Give me my phone now." Without saying much, I quickly extended my hand in
front of him to reclaim my social media freedom.
"Has my cellphone been fixed?" He responded with his annoying facial expression.
"After the repair is complete, I'll return it."
"When it's finished repairing, I'll return yours." Why is that heart so cold? I have
never met anyone like this before. I have to talk patiently like this but he won't
cooperate. So I had to use the ultimate trick that could make girls kneel at their feet.
"Aw. Don't become infatuated with me. You had my phone for one day, now you
don't even want to give it back?
"Didn't anyone teach you when you were little?"
"Teach what?"
"Not to talk nonsense as a kid because now that you're grown, it has affected you
this way."
"This way how? You better be nice."
"The way that you are right now. Stay away from me. You're annoying."
"Annoying, annoying. Can I buy the word so I can throw it away?"
"You won't be able to afford it because my words are gold." Oh wow! What a hot
handsome man. The man with a golden heart.
"Have you really talked to me all this time or you are just reading your comics?"
At first, I planned to scold him to make his face go miserable, but it turns out to be
me who gets the cold-blooded responses.
"Promise me, you won't touch my phone again."
"If you won't call a lot, nobody will bother you."
"Okay. You've promised me." At first I was angry, but the moment was gone. My
next plan is to smoothly sit on the same table set as him and start a new
conversation skillfully.
"Is your nickname Wat?"
"My friends just call me that." The low voice answered almost immediately. But his
eyes were never fixed on me.
He should be proud because I never smile this handsomely to any man. He's the
first, but this asshole finds his 50-baht comic more important than me.
"So what is your nickname?" I keep asking.
"None."
"What?"
"I don't have it."
"You don't have a nickname?"
"Umm."
"What were your parents thinking? Give birth without giving a nickname?"
(**Thailand people names usually long, so they use nicknames for daily communication)
"They thought a first name is enough. What a strange question."
I really want to ask him back. How did he manage to grow up? When he introduces
himself, does he say 'Hello, my name is Sarawat. I don't have a nickname because
my parents did not give me one'. Like that? That's crazy. I mean his family, what
category of indie are they? I am confused and I've never encountered this.
"Do you have siblings?"
"Not your fucking business."
"I want to know."
"I have two younger brothers."
"What are their names? In case I get to know them."
"They don't want to be friends with someone like you."
"How do you know? Or do they not have nicknames too? Your whole family calls
each other by first names?" I see his world-hating face and I almost laugh out loud. I
have an Oscar winning level in sticking my nose where it doesn't belong.
"Phukong and Phumuad." Finally he agreed to tell.
(Sarawat- Inspector, Phukong - Captain, Phumuad - Lieutenant)
"So they do have nicknames."
"My parents finally remembered about nicknames."
So exhausting. I know now where he got his nuisance form. This is going to be hard
work. What kind of weird-shit-of-a-person am I trying to befriend?
"My name is Tine."
"Who's asking?"
"Well, I just want to tell you.
"Umm."
We are both quiet for a while. Honestly, if you look at Sarawat carefully, he is
actually quite handsome. This is why my friends and I chose him for the final round.
Even though he is a big tall man, quite the opposite of my type of woman.
"Why are you staring at me like that?" Without me noticing, I am staring at his face
for a long time. I was so shocked that I raised my hand to scratch my head
helplessly.
"Oh. Uhm... Nothing."
"I know I'm handsome. Now, say what you want."
"Damn, you are narcissistic. Actually, I just want you to help me pretend... Uhm...
Right now there is someone who is chasing me." I get to the subject matter.
"She is not beautiful so you don't like her?"
"No. Not like that. The thing is, he is a guy." Sarawat froze for a moment before
rolling his eyes as if he was deep in his thoughts. No, no. Please don't. I am not
homosexual like you think. He then responds with the same monotone voice.
"So what? Isn't it good to be noticed by others?"
"Then let me ask you. You always get a lot of attention. Why don't you like it?"
"Do I have to pay attention to them back? I don't want others to disturb my life. It's
troublesome."
"Exactly! Your answer is what I feel right now."
"..."
"But believe me. One day, you will want someone to disturb your life."
"There is already one."
"Really? Where?"
"The one sitting right in front of me, disturbing my life. Troublemaker."
His thick hands went to pat my head, then he left immediately. As for me, I could
only pack my things, wondering if I did something wrong. Am I really annoying?

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