Kabir looked at the women who once loved him with everything she had but today, after seeing him after soo long, there was no hint of happiness or love in her eyes
She was here, by his side, tending to his wounds but her soul was somewhere else
She was changed
She was not the riddhima he knew
She didn't reciprocate the hugs he gave her
She didn't respond to the numerous i love you he muttered in her ears
She didn't held him tightly just like she used to do when she used to see him hurt
She was not his riddhima
K: you love him dont you
Riddhima burst into tears hearing him
R: you know kabir i loved you soo much that when you..i mean that fake kabir asked me to become a spy for him I didn't think even twice
I didn't even questioned him when he emotionally blackmailed me to marry vansh
I should have hated him for doing this but I didn't
I wanted to reserve all my hate for vansh
But
I...i fell in love with him
I fell in love with him way before knowing fake kabir's reality
When i went to meet him to break out relation he had displayed a beautiful picture of us
Where i was proposing you
But even after looking at it I couldn't stop thinking about vansh
Those moments didn't break my resolve and i ended my relation with him forever
When he revealed that he never loved and everything was fake I didn't felt any pain
I didn't care if his love was real of not because i had given my heart to vansh
But when vansh betrayed me, when he told me that everything was fake, it broke me
Broke me to pieces
But I still couldn't hate it
I love vansh
Riddhima said with tears of helplessness flowing down her cheeks
God, this is soo toxic
Its soo toxic to be in love with someone who make you experience hell on earth
But I can't help myself
It's difficult to forgive him right now
But i know...i know i wont be able to live without him for long and will eventually forgive me
I need help kabir
I need a psychiatrist
Iam being soo toxic
I hate myself for loving him soo much
I hate myself
Kabir patted her hair gently and hugged her tightly
K: remember one thing riddhima
Iam always there for you
If not as a lover than as a friend
If you had to choose between me and vansh
Then choose yourself
Never put someone else above you
No one is worth your love except you yourself
Go away from here
Take time to heal
Learn to love yourself
Learn to keep your happiness above others
Choose yourself
Choose your happiness
Riddhima nodded her and hugged him tightly
R: thank u
Thank u for being there for me
I really needed a genuine person who would guide me
K: i'll give a call to my friend, she is a great psychiatrist and she will help your for sure
Riddhima smiled hearing him
It was good to have someone to confine in
And here begins a new journey
Not with vansh
Not with kabir
But with herself
A journey to realise her own worth
The end
I know many of you wanted riansh in the end
Some wanted ridhbir too
But sometimes its best for the female lead to end alone
The sole reason of this part was creating an awareness about mental health
Alot of you may be familiar with stockholm syndrome, its having a feeling of affection or positive response to an abuser and captor
People may confuse it with love for their partner but thats not the case all the time
Many tv shows and stories show us the hero acting all abusive and aggressive towards the lead (i myself have seen soo many tv shows like that) but the female lead falling in love with him nonetheless
They should be careful while showing content like that because it effects the youth mind
Imagine watching a scene where some friends are playing prank on eachother
Seeing it, the mischievous side of us compel us to do the same with our friends
Same is the case with abusive scenes
I remember reading on insta ( I dont remember clearly though) that a man shot someone because he got inspired watching the scene from some webseries
Be careful of the content you watch because it can affect your mental health badly
Take care😇
