Cancer Love [Kim Taehyung ff]

~13- Who dies first?~

3 days later

Y/N pov

Its afternoon time and taehyung suddenly fainted, I'm outside his checkup ward for last 1 hour, I have no idea what's happening inside, all I know is I'm crying and jisoo is here with me I informed his mom, his dad is not in this world he died when tae was small so his mom is here, jungkook is also here, dr.kang and dr.kim are checking him, idk what's happening

"I LOVE YOU TAE" I shouted my soul out with all my energy, the hospitals staff was looking at me like I'm a psychopath or something but I didn't care 

3 hours passed like that

"y/n, u need to rest" jisoo said

"no, I'm staying here" I said

Jisoo knew there is no point of arguing with me, so she sat beside me trying to distract me, my brother even came

Yeonjun- "y/n....."
he hugged me

Y/n- "everything is fine" I kept saying to myself like a million times

Even jennie came there

My mom dad ofc didn't as they didn't like him at all, they don't like me that much either, there 1st priority is there company always

all moments of me and him flashed in my mind
his habits of cuddling me, calling me 'my baby', everything 
Our first meet, everything started to come in my mind

I was a crying mess

Then after another 2 hours doctor came out
with whatever energy I stood up 

Y/n- "DOCTOR, WHAT HAPPENED"

doctor- "we couldn't save him, I'm sorry"

I right there fell on my knees and cried my soul out 

Jisoo- "y/n......"

She was speechless, she didn't know what to say

FLASHBACK
MORNING

Tae- "good morning, love"

Y/n- "good morning, taetae"

Tae- " I feel little weird today idk why?"

Y/n- "u should rest tae"

Tae- "what rest rest, there is no point or resting"

Jisoo and jungkook came in and helped us fresh up

TIME SKIP

We were about to have lunch when-

Tae- "y/n, y/n...... i-i   d-d-ddont, s-s-something is-"
Like that he fainted 

Y/n- "JUNGKOOK, HELP"

Jungkook came and took him to the doctor 
For 30 mins I was stressed and worried I decided to go there

Y/n- "jisoo pls take me there, pls I beg u"

Jisoo- "fine"

FLASHBACK ENDS

after that 2 hours passed and like that I was crying

In the evening

I couldn't stop crying a tiny little bit,  I was sobbing hard and hard, He didn't even say bye to me, I was not allowed to go to his dead body either, cause they knew I would cry more and more

"WHY GOD, WHY, U STUPID CANCER"

I was screaming my soul out, I broke some vases in our ward which were decoration in my ward, hearing glass shattering jisoo rushed in my room

Jisoo- "y/n........."

She hugged me and I cried on her shoulder
for 10 mins we were like that

Y/n- "Sorry jisoo, really sorry "

Jisoo- "its ok"

TIME SKIP NEXT DAY

It was his funeral today, I went with jisoo as I was not allowed to go alone
I was still silently crying a lot 
His mom came to  me

his mom- "hey y/n dear....... I know you love him a lot, I do too, I'm his mom , I raised him, when I used to talk to him he always wanted to talk about u, all he cared about was u, now just imagine if he was here will he like that you're crying like this, of course he wont, so please for him, for me stop crying, I understand u love him and miss him, but crying like this wont bring him back right, what did u both promise?, That when one dies the other will stay happy, at least try, so don't cry dear" she said and hugged me 

I nodded

"I love you tae" I mumbled 

jisoo took me back to the hospital and made me soup

jisoo- "its ok y/n, it happens, believe me, I lost all I had, my parents dies in a plane crash, I didn't have any siblings, my boyfriend cheated on me, my friends left me, I have no one for me, no one, I live alone too, I have no one to share my sadness with"

I was shocked hearing all this

Y/N- "I'm so sorry"

Jisoo- "don't be"

Y/n- "your like my older sis, you can share all u want with me"

Jisoo- "hehe"

Like that we talked and i slept
"I love you, tae, come back" I said in between my sleep

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