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final day of  summer vacation. im also gonna be changing schools again, but this time its the last time im going to switch schools. i dont know how i did it but i somehow managed to pursue my step mom.

i'm kinda shocked, she has never agreed to anything i want but she did now which made me really confused, maybe people do change...

im really looking forward into making new friends, ive had ones but i really want to find new ones.

also, im looking forward into seeing that boy...

he's been living on my head for months now, i don't know why but i do feel like he's real.

well, we will find out tomorrow :)


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Yes, i've been having the same dream every night, it's about this one particular boy.

One time, i even dreamt about him and me in a really old attic, i saw him dead on the ground. It actually felt real, i even felt a sudden pain in my heart when i woke up.

I would always see his face in my dream but i always end up forgetting it.

"Phone rings"

"Chaeyoung? I wonder what she's up to"

"Hello Youngro - Unnie, i miss you already? When are you coming back to sydney?"

"Sorry chaeng, i think were going to settle in korea, and school's starting tomorrow, i dont really think were going back in there soon"

"Aw too bad, well i guess we'll just have to adjust and go there too. Look!"

"OHMY, WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!?"

"Call ends"

I looked outside the window to make sure and...

"Unnie! Were here!"

I quickly rushed outside the house to hug them.

They're the friends i mentioned earlier, Lisa, Chaeyoung and Jennie.

Y: "UGH WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?"

C: "Well it wouldnt be a surprise right? And why didnt you notice our background lol"

Y: "Are you staying here?"

J: "Well if your step mom agrees?"

Y: "Of course she will, if she doesn't im gonna talk back" i chuckled

I haven't seen them for almost a year now so i hugged them tightly, they are the only ones who actually cared about me, it almost seemed like they were my actual family.

My dad would be constantly in his office or will be always on a business trip, as for my step mom, were not getting along, and probably never will, i will never forget how badly she treated me and my brother after my mom passed away, i dont understand why my dad even keeps her here.

She's obviously after his money, but what can i do? I'm only the child from his ex wife, he will never prioritize me or my brother.

Ugh whatever.

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