Teja: I don't want to talk
She tries to take the medicine from Karan's hand but he doesn't let her and throws it in the dustbin
Teja(furiously): what is wrong with you?
Karan(calmly): nothing is wrong with me, u have come out of this, baby pls let me help u
Teja: mujhe koi help nahi chahiye, just pls mujhe mere haal par chor de
Karan(cupping her face): jo bhi tere dimag mai hai sab kuch bol de, we will go through it together
Teja moves away
Teja: Bola na kuch nahi hai
She was about to walk away but stopped when Karan spoke
Karan: theek hai don't tell me but uncle aunty ko to bataiye gi na, let them question u
Teja turns towards him
Teja(barely audible): unhe pata hai?
Karan knew this had an effect on her
Karan: filaal to nahi, but vo ghar aane hi vaale hai then I will tell them and then u answer them
Teja: tu aisa kuch nahi karega
Karan: kyu nahi karunga, I will do it. Tujhe pata hai tu bohot selfish hai. Tujhe lagta hai ki teri life sirf teri hai. U don't realize ki teri life tere saath saath tere parents ki hai, pra ki hai aur meri bhi hai. Tujhe kisi se kuch lena dena nahi hai. U just think about yourself. Tujhe koi farak nahi parta ki tujhe kuch hojaye to baaki sab tere peeche royenge. U do what u want to do without thinking about others. U are self-centered and selfish
Teja(shouting): I am not selfish or self centered
Karan(shouting): yes u r. Tune har cheez se bhaagi hai and kisi ke baare mai nahi socha. Infact I think u r also weak
There was a pin drop silence for a minute
Teja: you are right
Tears started flowing from her eyes
Karan tries to hug her but she pushes him away
Teja was sobbing by now
Teja: you are right....I..I am.....I am self centered , selfish and weak. Sab sahi kehte I shouldn't have won BB. I didn't deserve it. Sab sahi the, mai hi aisi hu ki sab mere against ho jaate hai. BB ke ghar mai bhi sabhi gharwalo ko maine hi push kiya mujhse away. They didn't target me, I was bad. Mai hi immature hu, arrogant hu and mujhe ego issues hai. You were also right about me
She was continuously crying and blabbering
Karan was trying to calm her down but she wasn't listening. She just kept pushing him away
Karan: teju....
Teja: no let me speak....Sab sahi kehte I am not right for u. Tune meri wajah se kitna kuch suna....I don't deserve u. Tu dil ka bohot accha hai, I just don't deserve u
Karan: baby kya bol rahi, aisa kuch nahi hai, pls shaant ho jaa
Teja was getting hysteric and just crying, Karan got worried seeing her
Teja: I know I am not good for u...pa..par log mujhse twitter yeh bol kar troll kar rahe that I am a gold digger and I am characterless. Do I really deserve this?
Karan heart broke listening this
Teja: mai..maine nahi socha pool mai kudne se pehle ki uske kya repercussions honge kyuki vo mera low moment but they trolled me for that too...pata ....pata nahi mujhe kya kya bulaya...pool devi and what not....sab ne mere mental health ka mazaak bana diya....maine kardi last week mai ek galti lekin uski maafi bhi to maangi vo bhi bohot baar....jab sh...jab shamita mujhe itna kuch bola to maine palat kar kuch nahi bola.....sab mere against ho gaye...saare blue tick celebs ne mujhe point out kiya mujhe demean kiya...shamita ko kuch nahi bola, sabne selective stands liye....sabne mere jeet par sawaal uthaya phir mujhe demean kiya ki kaise stage par winner announcement ke time silence thi...bol..bola that I didn't deserve it, mai channel ki wajah se jeeti hu, I was undeserving....yaha tak ki ek winner ne bhi meri winning ko respect nahi kiya....am I that bad Karan....mujh par literally sympathy card aur women card khelne ka ilzam lagaya jabki sab jaante the ki maine kkk mai kaisa perform kiya hai...sa...saare gharwale mere against the phir bhi galat sirf mai hi thi....media valo ne bhi mujhe nahi chora...
Teja was inconsolable. She was sobbing and crying and just blabbering. Karan couldn't see her like this. He didn't know she had so much inside
Teja: jab maine sorry bol diya tha tabhi bhi mere mummy papa ke saamne mujhe demean kiya gaya...unhe kitna bura laga hoga ....th..they would be so ashamed of me
Karan just couldn't take it. He hugged her tightly. Teja struggled in his arms to get free and tried to push him away but he didn't budge. After a minute, she stopped trying but was crying and blabbering. Karan had tears in his eyes seeing her condition
Karan(rubbing her back): shhh....teju bas shaant ho jaa...bas...trust me uncle aunty are so proud of u, I could see thier happiness when u won....aur tu bilkul galat nahi hai sweety..u r the best....bas shaant teju...shant hoja...laddoo teri tabiyat kharab ho jayegi..logo se kya fark parta hai jitne muh utni baate hongi...tu deserving thi isilye jeeti...tujhe logo ka kitna pyaar bhi to Mila hai..baby shaant ho jaa
However Teja wasn't not in a state to listen him
She kept blabbering ,sobbing and shaking
Teja: I m not good for u Karan...tu..tujhe mere saath nahi hona chahiye...u will get better than me
Karan tightened his hold on her
Karan: No baby mujhe na tujhse better na tujhse worse chahiye....mujhe sirf tu chahiye
Teja: no one likes me
Karan: pagal hai kya itne log tujhse pyaar karte and my parents like u more than me, trust me
Karan's words were have no effect on Teja. She was crying continuously. Her eyes were red and swollen. She was shaking. Karan just couldn't see her like that. He kept rubbing her back to calm her down. But it didn't have any effect on her
Teja: I...I ju...I just don't want to live like this...I ca...I can't take it anymore...I don't want to live
Karan just froze when he heard this. Tears that were in his eyes just poured down. This thought was just traumatizing for him. He remembered Therapist's words, " But ek baat yaad rakhna, her condition is not good, if u r unable to get her out of this, then u might lose her"
Teja began gasping for breath. She was getting dizzy as she was about to faint. Karan made her drink water and then lifted her and put her to bed. He had just threw the empty bottle of pills in dustin and kept the pills with him. He made her have the pill and was ruffling her hair to calm her down. He said soothing words in her ears
Karan: shh...baby calm down...sab theek hai...shh...u r the strongest...shaant...calm down
She gradually calmed down due to medicine's effect and Karan's care. Then it hit her what all happened
Teja face was pale
Teja: Sunny I am sorry, maine pata nahi kyu itna kuch keh diya, I shouldn't have said it
Karan: Teju bas ab tu kuch nahi bolegi, u need rest, try to sleep
Teja: par meri baat to sun....
Karan: abhi tu kuch nahi bolegi, bas aaram kar, sab kuch bhool jaa aur sone ki koshish kar
Teja wanted to talk but Karan kissed her soflty and then began patting her head to make her sleep. Due to medicine and tiredness, sleep took over her
Karan kissed her forehead and her cheek
Karan stared at Teja's face for a minute
Teja's face was pale and her eyes were swollen and it broke Karan's heart
He went for shower to calm himself down and began crying there
He came out and held Teja's hand
Karan(thinking): I promise mai sab theek kar dunga Laddoo
TO BE CONTINUED
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This story is purely fiction and my imagination. I hope it doesn't offends anyone.
Till next time, stay tuned:)
