"Come on, Negan.You're not that scared are you?" Rick yelled as he ran down the hill towards Negan. I found myself stuck in place. My heart beating faster than I could imagine.
Rick and Negan fought to the bone. I felt a presence next to me, someone watching with me.
I saw Jesus watching, he looked worried for Rick, but so was I.
I watched Negan stand up, Rick's arm swiftly move. Then blood. So much blood.
Negan...
Negan fell on the ground. My heart skipped a beat and I lost my balance.
"No." I whispered as I started to step forwards. Arms wrapped around me and I fought them. "No! Fucking no!" I screamed as tears fought their way down my face. I fell to my knees as I tried to combat the sobbing with some type of words. "Negan!" I screamed louder.
"It's over." Jesus tried to comfort me.
"No!" I sniffled as I watched Rick walk away. "He's dead!" I sobbed. "No!" I pleaded. "No! No!" I wanted all the spin to go away.
"Alora, it's over." Jesus tried again, to comfort me. Holding me as tight as he could.
"No." I continued to sob.
The second I was let go I found myself next to Negan. I held his face in my hands and sobbed into his stupid leather jacket.
"No."
- then -
"Before we go," Negan gently smiled. "I love you." Negan's hands took mine. I watched his eyes search mine.
"I love you too." I whispered softly as I lifted myself up and kissed Negan gently.
- now -
I held myself still, my heart breaking as I watched Negan's lifeless body begin to move.
It had been hours. Jesus stayed with me, just in case I tried to kill myself too.
I watched as his fingers twitched and his eyes flickered. Suddenly, moving to open. A glossy white covering the once beautiful brown.
"Oh, Negan." I sobbed as he turned towards me. I held him down as I looked at him. My heart pounding in pain. "You know," I whispered. "I love you so much. I thought- I thought if I killed you, I'd feel different and I'd be okay? But now," I sobbed. His mouth opening and closing as he growled, his hands gripped me firmly. "But now, I'm so sorry." I put the gun to his head as I let out a sob. "I'm so sorry." I whispered as I pulled the trigger. His body immediately becoming motionless and letting go of me. I put the gun up to my jaw and looked up. "I'm sorry."
Within seconds, everything faded black.
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Behind Her Eyes - Negan x OC fan fiction
FanfictionAlora Walsh, the bitch of a sister to Shane Walsh, who both happen to have quite similar personality traits. Negan, there isn't enough words to describe the man. Between the two, there's some uneasiness, anger, and tension. There's even some laugh...
