↝CRAZY IN LOVE☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ━ Nishimura Riki.

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NIKI'S POV:

That it i couldn't hold back anymore I don't care about what happens next
And i know I really fucked up everything at that point what if she hate me now?

Well after all i deserve it im the one who kissed her.

After our kiss i was the one pulled back then i ran my hand through my hair

i got up and went out running from the practice room

Chaelin didn't move a muscle she was frozen on her place

I wouldn't blame her i mean if i was at her place i would be surprised too

We only know each other a few weeks and i kissed her she has the right to be surprised

I entered another practice room and closed the door after me so she won't come here or enter

I was broken to prices cus i knew

I knew that she wouldn't  even look at me after this

I lost all hopes on dating her

She will hate me from now on

So i should give her space and distance myself from her .

I couldn't hold my emotions anymore

So i sat on the floor and let everything out

I cried,screamed ,yelled i was a mess

I didn't want her to see me in this state i didn't want no one to see me in this state

After 15 min i heard a familiar soft voice calling my name

It was her

I started sobbing again silently

"Niki just please where are you.."

"Please.."

It was breaking me more Everytime i heard her calling my name

Im hurt

Im really hurt

I got attached to her even if we only know each other for weeks.

After 20 mins of her searching for me she gave up

I heard her little voice this time she was

Crying cus of me.

She is finally gone i got up after 1 hour of crying and letting everything out

I went back to our dorm

When i got there all my hyungs were worried about me but i didn't care

My eyes were all red i cried alot.

I went to my room closed the door harshly then threw myself on my bed thinking about her

Would i ever be able to talk to her again after this day...

I cried remembering her little sweet voice calling my name

Her little chuckles, her pretty smile, the way we used to mess around with each other, every moment with her was special

I spent the whole night thinking about her and only her.

CHAELIN'S POV:

I searched for him everywhere inside the company but i couldn't find him

Why is he doing this to me..

Im scared to face him from now on

I don't know why but tears started escaping