JUST BECAUSE I'M STRONG ENOUGH TO HANDLE THE PAIN DOESN'T MEAN I DESERVE IT
My life's just miserable
I don't know my motive of living . It's just I'm here to serve those bastards .
Numbness is all I feel
I don't even have the energy to scream or beg for them to stop
I have suffered so much that it doesn't hurt anymoreIt's 3 in the morning and I just woke up from another terrifying nightmare .
It's now like a daily routine for these nightmare to haunt me in my sleep .' Anyways I can't go to sleep anymore , so let's just do something productive ' I thought to myself .
I went towards my cupboard and took out my painting set which I brought from my own money sneakily .I started painting and letting my emotions flow in the painting
I always do that , whenever I feel sad or I'm gonna have a mental breakdown
I just draw or paint . It helps me a lot to took out those emotions .After 2 hours of painting I finally completed it .
The painting was full of emotions I felt .( The painting )
I left it at a corner of the room so that it can dry
I looked at the clock to see it was already 5: 30 am .
I hurrily went towards the bathroom and brushed my teeth .
Then I quickly took a shower and got ready .I hurrily went downstairs and started making breakfast .
I made a lot of things because apparently my so called parents are pigs and can eat everything and anything
Like I don't even know where they store all these foods they gobbled up in minutes .Now it was already 8 in the morning .
I set all the foods in the dining table .
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