Chapter 3- First Day Blues

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Tae POV....

I woke up this morning to ratchet ass music. Nicki Minaj - I get crazy was blasting throughout the house. This was not how I like to wake up. What happened to a slow jam or gospel? Well more like a slow jam but damn. I love Nicki Minaj just as much as the next bitch but how about Grand Piano, I lied, Save Me, Fire Burns are all good morning songs not no damn I get crazy. I got up and looked at the time it was 2 in the afternoon. Well then that answered my why the fuck are they playing ratchet music in the morning question. I saw Kay ass knocked out as always. She loved her sleep just as much as me maybe even more. I called her name out loud. "Kay.....Kay....Bestfriend...." I yelled. I remembered if you want her to wake up you have to touch her. I wasnt like that I would jump up just by you saying my name loud enough. I went over and shook her ass awake. "What how its sleepy time" she said half asleep. "No how its get that booty up so we can go explore time" I said pulling her up. "Oh fuck our first day and you want to be difficult alright nigga let's be Dora and boots and go explore some shit" she said getting up. I honestly only wanted to get out because I wanted to have fun. I wanted to find out where the teens hung out at so I could ho and get fucked up every night. I started drinking hard as hell lately I don't know why though. I really didn't care when I was drunk nothing mattered. I only thought of living in the present. We got up and went to the bathroom to do our hygiene. We came out and put lotion on our bodies. We got dressed and decided to match today. I wore my army cargo pants,a white tee,a burgundy red and white flannel,and my red and white converse sneakers. Kay wore her army cargo pants, a white tee,purple and white flannel and purple and white converse sneakers. We looked cute so we had to go take pics for the gram. Our booties was looking fat as hell so we was feeling ourselves today. We went downstairs and saw Omari cooking something to eat. "Hey twin what's up with you" I said sitting down in the kitchen. Kay sat down next to me. "Nothing cooking some shrimp Alfredo for lunch I know y'all hungry" he said laughing. "Yeah but where my goddaddy at" I said getting up to get me a Gatorade. "He went to run some errands for the day" he said stirring the pot. "Oh ain't we suppose to be exploring Atlanta today we look to cute to be in the house today" Kay said. "Oh damn I forgot my bad y'all we can eat then leave" Omari said cutting off the stove. We sat in the living room and ate. After an hour we got ready to go. "Lets go yall" Omari said. "Alright" me and Kay said. We walked to his black ford focus. "Shotgun" Kay said running past me. "Childish ass" I said mugging her getting in the backseat. We pulled off and turned on the radio. Beyonce- Flawless Remix came on. I was rapping Nicki verse while Kay sung Beyonce part. Omari was just rocking and laughing at us. We pulled up to this big ass mall. We got out and went in. "Where y'all wanna go first" Omari asked us. We was in shock at how nice this mall was. It was people everywhere and some were cute as hell I might add. "I think I'm gone like Atlanta" Kay said smiling. "Yeah I will too" I said laughing. "Ooh y'all wanna go to Claire's,glitter, or Spencer's" Omari looked at us and said. "Hell all three" We said in unison. We walked to Claire's first and we was going crazy in there. We got so many necklaces and bracelets they was cute as hell. We went to Spencer's to get some beanies that said dope and kush on it in pink and red. We left and went to Foot Locker because me and Kay needed to reup on shoes. We got some grey and white converse shoes and some black timbs. Omari paid for all of our stuff. He had money out the ass. No wonder why he my twin I love him. We went to the food court and Kay and Omari wanted coney island but I wasn't in the mood because I haven't ate it in a while. Omari gave me a 50 dollar bill and I went to panda express. I wanted Chinese food today. I went and stood in line and saw this boy staring hard at me. I wasnt interested but he waved at me so I waved back. He smiled and started walking towards me. What the fuck I was just being friendly and nice. "Whats boo whats your name" he asked me. He was 6 feet, dark chocolate, nice smile and eyes that were pretty. "Nothing my name Tae" I said back to him. "Damn you dont want to know my name" he said with a confused look. "If I wanted it I would have asked" I said mugging him. I wasn't interested in talking to this dude. "Damn shawty you got attitude I like that shit" he said licking his lips. He was mad corny it was unattractive as hell. "Thank you I guess" I said mugging him. "Well my name Demarcus" he said rubbing his stomach. "Thats nice I guess" I said looking him up and down. "Damn you do alot of guessing" he said coming closer to me. Oh hell no he needs to back his ass up. I moved away from him. I stood there until it was my turn to order my food. I ordered some beef lo-mein,shrimp fried rice and some sesame chicken. I went to the next window to pay for my meal and I gave the cashier my money. "Damn boo you got money huh" Demarcus said behind me. "No nigga I don't" I said rolling my eyes. "What's with the attitude I'm just trying to holler at you but you being difficult" he said with a attitude. Nigga don't know me at all. I just dealt with the death of the the dude I saw myself loving forever. I'm not trying to sound dumb or be a bitch but I feel like I shouldn't talk to another dude until I'm fully over Daquez. That's why I came to Atlanta to get away from it. I won't lie I still dream about him every night. I want him back so bad. I want to deal with his crazy ass and his bullshit. I knew that through it all he loved me like crazy. If Daquez saw this dude right now he would beat the hell out of him. "Nigga you need to catch the fucking hint I don't want to talk to you or anybody damn" I said grabbing my food. "Alright then but just know I want you shawty I'll see you around" the boy said walking off. I hope all Atlanta niggas not like this. Kay and Omari was right behind me when I said it. "Damn Bestfriend you ain't have to be so cold to him" Kay said as we started to walk out the food court. "Girl bye I'm not trying to talk to nobody" I said irritated. She knew damn well I didn't come to Atlanta to get a new nigga. "That's fine but you know who been gone for a long time get over it you loved and you lost twin its okay" Omari said. I wanted to smack bthe hell out of him. How dare he talk about me and Daquez relationship and how I should get over it. His love and boyfriend still here so he can't relate so he should shut the fuck up. "No its not you don't understand my love I have and will always have for him he made me love when I thought nobody could love me so don't tell me to get over shit" I spat at him and walked to the front door of the mall. At that moment I didn't give two fucks about who feelings I hurt. He shouldn't have pissed me off and spoke on my live for Daquez. Its crazy how I still get upset over him. We walked to the car and sat in silence the whole ride home. We pulled up and got out with our bags. We went in the house and I went upstairs to my room. I put my stuff up and sat my food down and decided to eat up here. I didn't want to be around nobody else today. I just wanted my phone and music and to sleep. I ate and threw my trash way. I want back in my room and went to get some pajamas. I got my plaid pajamas and went to the bathroom. I turned the shower on as I started to undress. I looked in the mirror and I just started to get mad as hell. I closed I felt a pair of hands on my waist. I felt so free from the hurt I was feeling. I knew it was Daquez with me. I opened my eyes and the feeling went away. I hopped in the shower and handled my business. I got out and dried off. I put on my lotion and brushed my teeth and walked out to the room. Kay was in there by this time. "You know you was kind of wrong about going off on Omari like that" she said to me. How the fuck was I wrong? Omari shouldn't have came at me like that. "Girl no I wasn't and I don't want to talk about it goodnight" I said laying down. I put on my music which was Heather Headly- In My Mind on repeat. I put my beats headphones on and went to sleep. This has been a good day gone bad in one split second. If this how Atlanta is going to be for me the I can go back home. I need to talk to Omari tomorrow because what happened today can not happen again. I needed a fucking drink right now.

Okay here goes chapter 3 for y'all. I really can't wait for this story to kick into high gear do that will be happening very soon y'all. I can't wait for you guys to read the next chapter. I appreciate all of my readers who can over from book 1. Tell me what you think about the concept of the second book.I love y'all so yeah.

-FlawlessTae

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