Forbidden Darkness, ᶜᵒˡᵇʸ ᵇʳᵒᶜᵏ

twenty-one

We flew in early this morning. Kat came and picked us up and right when her and Sam saw each other, it was like from a romance movie.

They hugged for the longest time. And I could tell she was crying in his arms. You can tell how much they care about each other.

She drives us back to the trap house, all of us getting swarmed by all the boys.

I could feel all the love from everyone. I still had my bruises but they weren't as bad, but I still made sure they were hidden.

"Jordan, you wanna come in?" Corey asked sweetly. I scrunch my nose while grabbing my bags.

"I'm going to go see my roommates." I inform him. Colby walked towards me so he could help me put my bags in there.

"Are you sure you wanna go alone?" He asked sweetly. I nodded my head towards him.

I wanted to go see them knowing they've been worried about me. "I'll be fine, I'll call if anything happens." I tell him.

I knew he didn't want to leave me alone. But I was going to be with my roommates.

I give him a hug before I get into my car. He kissed my forehead and told me goodbye.

I drove to my house in silence. I was a little nervous but I was happy to see them.

I've had the most mentally draining few days. When I get there, I see Spencer's car.

This should be good. I walk in to see they were all turning over towards me.

My sister didn't look too happy. "There you are, Shawshank. I didn't think they would let you out." Spencer snarkily told me.

I wasn't in the mood for it. "Spencer, what the fuck?" Wesley asked her.

"We tried to get her to leave but she wouldn't budge." Serena told me softly. I just shook my head while holding my bags.

My sister has no right to sit there and judge me. I just give her a look.

"Fuck off, Spencer. I don't want your ass here." I just wanted to come here and drop my things off so I could see my parents.

I've barely had sleep these past couple of days and I didn't want to hear her shit.

"What is wrong with you?" My sister asked standing up causing me to turn to her.

"I don't want you here, Spencer. I just had the worst couple days of my fucking life and I don't want to hear your shit." I tell her harshly.

I didn't care if my roommates heard. This was honestly my breaking point.

My sister took a step back like what I was saying hurt her but I knew it didn't.

"Jordan, you know none of this would've happened if you weren't friends with them." I took a step back knowing she was accusing Sam and Colby.

I go over to her and get in her face. "You know nothing about them so don't you dare say it's their fault." I felt very protective of them.

Especially after everything happened with getting arrested and getting glocks pointed to all of our chests.

It was my choice to go with them and be their friends. It's on me too, not just them.

She didn't say anything so I grabbed my bags and walked towards my room.

"Don't get at pissed at me knowing you fucked up, again." She yelled. I turn to her knowing she fucked up.

"It's easy for you to say, Spencer. You didn't have to grow up under your shadow." I argue with her.