Ignoring My Bestfriend cause I think I might fall for her• Dokyeom

Reason

I saw Dokyeom and Sia kissing. My heart felt so heavy.. tears started forming in my eyes. Everyone was happy and cheering them except me who was looking a mess. My tears started pouring out like a river when I made an eye contact with Dokyeom. He just looked at me meanwhile I stared at him with puffy eyes, red face and swollen lips. Why does it feels so miserable? Not like we were dating and he cheated on me.. i shouldn't have had grown my feelings for him

I ran out of there leaving those couple have their moment

Dokyeom's POV

When I saw y/n, my heart felt heavy. She was crying, i wanted to comfort her really bad, the whole world stopped for me. Soon she ran away, i quickly pulled out and saw Sia looking down

Dk: Sia.. I'm sorry but i like you as a friend. You are really beautiful and i guess you should find someone who will love you more than you love me

Saying that I ran towards y/n's direction. I saw Sia looking down again but in dissapointment, i couldn't just tell her that I don't like her, she has done a lot to me and is like a good friend to me, I can't just reject her coldly

I feel so miserable right now, how could I do that. Y/n is in this state because of me, i shouldn't have had avoided her, she must be so hurt, i was so stupid for this. I hate myself now for hurting my love

A month ago

Y/n: DOKYEOMIE!!!!!!!

looking back, i saw y/n running towards me with heels, i smiled brightly looking at her; she did too. She slipped when she tried to stop when she came towards me. I holded her tight, that's when my heart started beating like crazy, i felt like I got fever, my whole body was feeling hot

Y/n: oopsie sorry
Dk: why are you so clumsy? Huh

I was feeling something inside but i behaved normal

Y/n: dokyeomie you look handsome!
Dk: you too beautiful princess
Y/n: hehe, btw this party is lit! Idk Sia's parents are this filthy rich plus everything is looking so fancy

We started eating like Hyenas as if we haven't eaten for weeks. We both started laughing at our craziness. The party was so fun

Y/n: dokyeom, will you drop me home? I'm a bit scared to go alone plus my heels aren't helping me

She pouted, oh my god. She is so adorable

Dk: haha sure sure. Why did you even wear heels when you can't handle them
Y/n: ayy for jinseok! I wanted to flirt with him but nah, I'm not that type

Somehow I felt angry, not at y/n but at that jinseok guy, she likes him

Y/n: i want to go to the washroom, I'll be back soon
Dk: i too want to go

We both made our way, Sia told us the way and we approached the washroom

Y/n: let me go first, pleaseeee
Dk: okay okay go fast and come fast
Y/n: thenks

Y/n's POV at that time

I came out and Dokyeom went in. I saw jinseok a bit far away alone. I think it will take time for dokyeom to come out, he always takes a lot of time; god knows what he does inside. I approached towards the handsome guy

Y/n: hello jinseok! The party is going fire right?!

Soon a girl approached us

???: Let's go sweetie
Jinseok: yes

They both went away, that guy just looked at me. Ugh I hate such guys, i won't give him any attention cause that mf needs to learn he is not everything.

I was just giving him some weird looks when someone held my wrist and locked me on the wall. The guy was an adult, i felt shivers. He was handsome yet scary. I didn't like this feeling

Y/n: please leave me, i guess you got a wrong person
???: Sorry babe but i got the right person, yk my eyes were on you the whole time. Finally I got hold of you
Y/n: ehh are you fucking blind? Like hah! You should have had eyed some pretty girls instead, poor you wasted your time

I was just trying to be funny so he would stop irritating me but nope, he pinched my waist hard causing me to groan loudly

Y/n: WHAT ARE YOU DOING MISTER?! IT WAS PAINFUL
???: Just shut up

He leaned forward to kiss me but i kicked his balls with my knees with a smirk on my face but oh no, he didn't move an inch like is he even a man?!

He punched me hard on my stomach.. ahh it hurts

Dokyeom's POV

I was looking for y/n and saw a guy very close to her, anger started boiling in me. How dare a guy touch y/n! I made my way towards them and before I could reach them, the guy punched y/n hard.

I shouted out loud and punched the guy on the face. I started punching his face non stop. I saw y/n crying holding her stomach

Dk: You bastard!
Y/n: leave him

I ignored her

Y/n: DOKYEOM!

I finally stopped and held her wrist and took her out

Dk: let's go home
Y/n: hmm as if I'm tired

We got in a cab, there was silence

Y/n: that jinseok is a jerk. He literally ignored me

She said looking out of the window. Ik she is trying to change the topic

Dk: didn't i tell you that if a guy tried to harass you, kick his balls??!

I nearly shouted at her, she was taken a back

Y/n: i- i did but he didn't even move..

I just stayed silent

I dropped her home and laid myself on my bed quietly. I think I have feelings for her.. but it isn't right, she is my bestfriend and i shouldn't fall for her, she dosent like me that way. Aaahhhhhh

I was frustrated. Idk what to do, maybe i should try to ignore her then I will be able to move on and when I do, I'll talk again with her.  it sounds silly but i guess it will work