Notice me. Ashtray x y/n

Drugs

Ash:,,... you just took the strongest drugs on the fucking table.,,

,,I-,,

I felt on the ground I was so dizzy.

Ash:,, Y/N!! Shit!,,

He picked me up and carried me on the sofa.

Ash:,, you should've just fucking listened to me ,,

,, Hahahah don't be a dickhead ashy,,

Ash:,, wtf,,

,, since when do you smell so good ,,

Ash:,, uh Y/n you're high you don't know what you're saying-,,

,, I know very good what I'm saying... holy shit ash we should go on a road trip,,

Ash:,, no I don't-,,

,, ugh you think to much ahahahhaha... ash... I don't fell so good,,

Ash:,, what do you mean,,

,, I think I have to throw up,,

Ash:,, oh god please don't,,

I run to the bathroom and then I heard fez's voice. I threw up and I felt someone holding my hair back.

Fez:,, oh Y/n...,,

I took a pause from throwing up and when I looked behind me I saw fez holding my hair and Ash looking very worried.

Fez:,, why'd you took them ?,,

Ash:,, it's my fault... I let her-,,

Fez:,, what the fuck ash... she could've died.,,

Ash:,, I know ..,,

,, don't feel sorry it was my fault... ahhhh it feels amazing.,,

I started to throw up again. After a few minutes I finished. Fez picked me up and layed me on the sofa.

Fez:,, sleep a bit kid,,

,, fez...,,

Fez:,, yes?,,

,, I'm sorry,,

Fez:,, It's alright,,

He left and then ash came in. He looked me Deep in the eyes and I was still a little bit high but I could feel something in my stomach.

,, I should've listened to you shouldn't I ?,,

I giggled and he smiled at me.

Ash :,, I told you so but you should really sleep a bit now but before tell me, you took drugs more than one time didn't you ?,,

,,yes I did..,,

Ash: oh Y/n. Please never do this again,

,, why ?,,

Ash:,, cause I don't want you to get hurt.,,

,, and why's that ?,,

Ash:,, cause I li-... I don't know,,

I felt asleep right away. I woke up in the evening. I had a big headache. I stood up and walked to the kitchen to get water. And then ash walked in.

Ash:,, Y/n... how are you?,,

,, I'm good... I guess. I don't remember much but i know you helped me so thank you.,,

He came next to me and my heart began to beat faster. Why am I so nervous around him wtf ?

Ash:,, you're welcome I was worried that you'd die... you took a lot of pills.,,

,, worried ?,,

I smiled at him.

Ash:,, of course... Y/n you are-,,

Fez:,, thank god Y/n never do this again understand me ?,,

,, yes i do... I'm sorry fez..,,

Fez:,, don't be it's fine.,,

He hugged me and I saw a disappointed look on Ash's face. I wondered what he wanted to say. Why did fez had to come in on that moment. Ash walked away and I looked after him.

Fez:,, yo because of school.,,

,, yeah?,,

Fez:,, you're going in ash's class he's going to show you around tomorrow.,,

,, alright that's good... uhm is he in rues school I really miss her and want to see her again,,

Fez:,, yes he's in his first year.,,

,,good, thank you,,

He nod.

Fez:,, it's really late Y/n you should go to sleep now,,

,, okey,,

I nod and when fez walked in his room I head to ash's and knocked on his door.

Ash:,, yes ?,,

I came in.

Ash:,, Y/n... what are you doing here?,,

,, just came to see you... in the kitchen just now... what did you wanted to say before fez walked in ?,,

Ash:,, oh... uh... I don't remember ,,

,, liaaarrr,,

I whispered.

Ash:,, did you just called me a liar ?,,

,, no how did you get that idea ?,,

Ash:,, well because I just heard you saying it.,,

I sat down on his bed

,, I'm just saying I know you remember what you wanted to say.,,

Ash:,, no I don't,,

He laughed.

,, yeah whatever... I heard you're going to show me around tomorrow.,,

Ash:,, yeah you're in my class right ?,,

,, yes,,

Ash:,, you're lucky my class is the best trust me ,,

,, and why's that ?,,

Ash:,, because of me of course,,

I laughed and he sat next to me.

Ash:,, you know... first I didn't wanted you to stay but you're cooler then I thought.,,

,, thank you... you're not too bad either.,,

Ash:,, I hope so,,

We laughed and talked for a bit about the rehab and other things till it was 11 pm.

,, it's pretty late... I should go to sleep,,

Ash:,, yeah you're right.,,

,, I liked our talk ash.,,

Ash:,, me too.,,

He smiled at me and I said my goodbye and wanted to go to the sofa.

Ash:,, where do you want to sleep?,,

,, the sofa of course ? Or should I sleep in your bed ?,,

I said sarcastically

Ash:,, yeah... you can sleep in my bed and I'll sleep on the sofa. ,,

,, no no that's not gonna be necessary. I'll sleep on the sofa goodnight Ashtray,,

Ash:,, good night Y/n...,,

He smiled at me. I've never seen such a smile it had something special on it and I didn't know why.

~the next morning~