This is just some memories in a book so yeah enjoy
Something's about me
I have ADHD and my therapist said depression but idk
This is just crap I've done and you know ✨trama✨
TW:abandonment , drowning , near death , THIS IS A NIGHTMARE
Age:this happened at 5-7
It was a damp day,my favorite weather.
We were in a car that kinda looked like this and weather like this.We were on our way to the river surrounded by trees and driving over rocks
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Time skip|| Me my little brother and big sister were playing in the water ,the water was about waist level ,my mother and step "father"we're chilling at the car
Soon it was time to go, I decided to stay in the water a little longer ,soon it was just me I looked over to my mother but she wasn't her , nor was my sister or brother or the sad excuse of a step father
"momma can you help me out the water?" I yell out to her reaching out my hand to the now black figures
But as soon as I reach out the bottom of the river seems to disappear instantly along with me starting to sink into the water below me"MOMMA HELP ME!" I screamed trying to keep my head above water.
I watched as my family got close to one another and stood there like they were taking family photo without me
(For context at the time my mom would do the thing that she would make it seem like she was giving me away and actually made me pack my bags once and I was the black sheep of the family)
I looked at them my head somehow still above water "MOMMA" I continued to yell,as my head started to go below I saw them start getting into the car and started driving off
"....they left me...."
When I was fully submerged in the what I lost consciousness, and when I gained consciousness once again I was at the bottom of the river [that river was SO GOOD LOOKING] as I started to realize I was still underwater I began to try to swim
As I made my way up to get air I reached out my hand once more ready to feel the gasp of the air in my lunges.....bolted up out of bed gasping for air I looked at my surroundings.
My sister
A window
A dresser
API looked at these and thought about my dream in surprise and shock, and now that I think about this. I did get the gasp of air I was wanting.
