i don't think you understand.
i do wanna be truly happy again...i really do but this sadness, numbness, anger and anxiety are my comfort zone. I grew up with those things, it makes me feel safe and i know they won't hurt me but if i get happy, i have to leave those things behind, i habe to leave this zone and i can't do this. i hate changes and i'm afraid to be truly happy again. It sounds dumb i know but this is how hard it is.
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random thoughts of myself
Randomidk what i should write on wattpad but sometimes i think about good book endings or just random feelings i once had in life. i hope you like it and that u maye can relate to some<3 the book endings are short because the ending should be just one sen...
