random feelings

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when we first met, you were so different than when we went back to strangers.
you were nice, cute, loving, caring and talkative.
we called every night, fell asleep while calling and woke up to goodmorning messages. we never used the basic red heart, we always used the white one because i loved it.
but suddenly, out if nowhere you treated me like shit, you stopped caring, stopped loving me and the most painful thing was, that u went silent and cold. you started to give me oneword responds. those cold "ok,idk,no,yes" hurted more than the rest. we stopped calling and we stopped falling asleep on the phone. i never got any goodmorning messages anymore.
i hate the white heart now, because it reminds me of us.
1 day after he started doing that i realized that he tried to manipulate me. my absolutely funny ass thought it was funny to play along and give him the feeling he did sum here. i played along and oneday i texted him
"you know that is manipulating what you do?"
he said "i know, how long?"
"6 months"
"fuck"
after that i deleted him everywhere.

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