*trigger warning: Mentions SH*
Y/NS POV
"shes the reason, shes the reason why I did it
Louis started to shake and cry. he could barely catch his breath. it hurt me so bad to see someone I care for so much get so hurt.
"Hey it's okay I'm here but who did this, Louis I need to know"
Louis calmed down and started to speak
"Im gonna talk but please don't interrupt. it all started 2 years ago. steph moved to London from Manchester. we had mutual friends and I feel like we hit it off right away but obviously, she wasn't who she is now. after 5 months we started dating and things escalated fast. 4 months before I met you I found out she cheated on me with one of my best friends James. when I confronted her about it she told me I was worthless and she never really loved me and no one ever would. she continued to tell me I should die and I didn't deserve to live. it really hurt to hear someone I loved say that. after that I had to see her and James every day at school because if I didn't stay with my friend group I would have no one. she got to me and after that, I started to burn myself. there was something about it I don't know what it was. I felt like I was getting what I deserved. but when I met you I just stopped. you made me feel worth it"
I just sat there looking at him as he cried and I joined him
"I'm so sorry, come here"
I said as I opened my arms for a hug
he just collapsed into them. it was the most vulnerable I've ever seen him. I knew at that moment that he was hurting and it fucking hurt me. I felt like I was being stabbed but 100 knives and I could only imagine how he felt. I swear we sat there for hours just crying. it hurt so much. I just want him to be happy. that's all
after a bit, Louis finally got up and started to drive. we didn't speak for the rest of the car ride until he dropped me off.
we pulled into my driveway and I started to get out Louis looked like he was about to say something
"thank you"
Louis said abruptly
"for what"
"for saving my life"
I gave him a soft smile and I started to walk inside my house
AUTHORS NOTE: I know this one is dark and I'm so sorry about that but i hope you like this chapter but thank you to everyone who reads these <33333
