Chapter 3 - All I want

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AN: The song is "All I Want" by Olivia Rodrigo 

Luke woke up and saw that Alex was still sleeping. Luke smiled softly at this. Alex is so cute when he is sleeping, he looked so peaceful when he's sleeping. 

Luke decided that he wants to read another one of Alex's songs so he gets up and picks up the songbook. He then poofs into Julie's room and sees she is up and sitting on her bed.

"Hey Luke," Julie smiled

"Hi," Luke replied with a smile

He sat down beside Julie and opened the song 

October 2nd, 2020

Dear Journal, 

Hey Journal, it's Alex again. I decided I wanted to write another song today cause Willie really hurt me and I  just needed to write how I feel. I know Willie and I haven't known each other for even a month but he and I shared a lot of good moments. Well anyways here it is, it's called "All I Want".

I found a guy, told me I was a star
He held the door held my hand in the dark
And he's perfect on paper but he's lying to my face
Does he think that I'm the kinda guy who needs to be saved?

And there's one more boy, he's from my past
We fell in love but it didn't last
'Cause the second I figure it out he pushes me away
And I won't fight for love if you won't meet me halfway
And I say that I'm through but this song's still for you

All I want is love that lasts
Is all I want too much to ask?
Is it something wrong with me?
All I want is a good guy
Are my expectations far too high?
Try my best but what can I say
All I have is myself at the end of the day
But shouldn't that be enough for me?
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh

And I miss the days
When I was young and naive
I thought the perfect guy would come and find me
Now happy ever after it don't come so easily

All I want is love that lasts
Is all I want too much to ask?
Is it something wrong with me? Oh
All I want is a good guy
Are my expectations far too high?
Try my best but what can I say
All I have is myself at the end of the day
And all I want is for that to be okay

Well, that's it, I guess...It's hard to put into words how I feel so it's nice writing songs about my feelings and I don't want to talk about this to anyone. It would hurt too much. Well, I'll probably write another song tomorrow so see ya, bye for now. 

Love Alex 

"Omg, that's so sad, poor Alex," Julie sighed 

"Yea, I hope he's okay," Luke said 

'Does he still love me?' Luke thought 

"I wonder who the guy in his past is, Alex obviously still likes him and Alex obviously misses him," Julie frowned slightly 

"We should go in the garage now, we want to put the journal back before Alex can realize its gone," Luke said and then poofed out 

Luke put the journal back and then laid back down beside the sleeping Alex. Alex slowly woke up and stretched a bit 

"Mm, morning Luke," Alex yawned 

"Morning, Alex," Luke smiled at Alex's cuteness 

"How did you sleep?" Luke asked as he ruffled Alex's hair and sat up 

"Good, wbu?" Alex said and stretched more before sitting up 

"I slept fine," Luke smiled and stared into Alex's eyes 

Alex stared into Luke's eyes as Luke stared into Alex's. They both smiled and leaned in a bit closer and closer they felt each other's breath on the other's lips.


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