Poem 28
~Have you? ~
Maybe this is just a dream,
Maybe this isn't true.
What I want to dream
Will never come to my hands,
Did I want it? I don't really know,
If you could give me what I really wanted,
I'll be pleased.
For as long as I could remember,
You once tell me how you felt,
And I was just being blind,
Not from you but your love.
I never gave a thought to it,
And ignored it like I knew I won't feel.
But when he says that I wasn't for him,
I fell down broken and destroyed.
I begged him, held on but fail at last.
What can I do, to go back in time to change?
Maybe this was all a fairy tale?
Have you ever thought how much I had my lost,
Have you ever thought maybe it wasn't true?
Have you ever think that maybe someday I will be strong,
Or just another line in my story?
Have you ever know how much I felt towards you,
Have you ever know much I had to lose?
Did you ever know why I gave it up,
And never take, and never take it back.
When you told me, I'm sorry,
Did you know how much you made my heart fall for you?
Did you ever feel that you have broken my heart
And destroyed because you never felt?
Cos now, I feel the pain and hurt from what I use to know,
It was all so shallow,
Feeling low, like there wasn't any air.
Have you ever thought that this could turn,
Have you ever felt so broken, so spoilt and unfix?
Have you ever feel the same way I do,
Because no you've never been rejected.
Did you know how much it hurt to tell you that I love you,
How I wish I could say,
But I couldn't.
This is the time I swear there wasn't a Romeo and Juliet love story,
What you wanted, will vanish like there's no tomorrow.
Maybe this could be the one,
To fight for me,
But you never cared,
Like I was some kind of shit,
I was used and broke, can't pieces back like it used to be.
I was so stuck up in love,
Thinking your my only one,
I never thought that rejection hurt like a bitch,
I never felt as if this was a nightmare,
I knew for one thing that I can't get you,
Though I knew who you love, but I'll not tell you mine,
It is pointless, maybe mindless loss,
I was in my world that I never thought,
that some dreams were never meant to be real.
And if there's one thing I can't get, it would be your love.
Maybe this is the time for my change,
To give up what I have for you,
And maybe this is the right choice...
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A/N: I hope this chapter is better!(:
So this poem in summary means: "It hurts to see someone you love, love some one else." Meaning you want to love, but he rejected you, he never know how much he hurt you, but when he tried asking back for that love between both if you, you know that maybe you have to give up, because he's heart says that you aren't the one he loves.
Maybe can I have at least ten votes for this before I post my next upload?(:
Thanks
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