We all make mistakes... Right..?

One of the hardest points in my life

About three months ago I had relapse and harmed myself, after that day I went on to self harm for about two more weeks, during that period I could see my friends sadness and worry and they would say stuff like "Please don't do this to yourself" but I was selfish and continued to harm myself and pushed them away little by little. After those 2 week I remember my school counselor coming into my class and asking for me to come with her, I didn't think anything of it because she sometimes just does that to check up on me due to past stuff that has happened with my family, but this time was odd because she seemed a little sad and worried which she usually wasn't when I saw her, she brought me to her office and told me to sit down, my memory is pretty blurry about what happened I just remember being on the brink on tears and her being visibly sad, I got picked up early on a Wednesday from school and my dad talking to me about my self harming and then we drove around for a little. I am better now but this was on my list of hardest things in my life.