✨Camilo madrigal x chubby reader✨

Just a problem

He stood there shocked but he didn't do anything neither did y/n

Camilo looked hurt yet he looked at me with so much hate it kind of hurt I wanted to say I'm sorry but what I did was right I love y/n it was right. I did the right thing. I did what I had to do

But was it worth him hating me?..

Maybe I should say sorry?

No you wanted it and you got it you always get what you want.

But then again it hurt. I walked out of the room bumping my shoulder hard on Camilo

I don't need anyone to like me or care for me. I didn't then and I don't need now.

I went to Antonio's room and walked in looking for somewhere to just stay and calm down for a while.

Once u found the place I sat down and just stared at..well nothing. I couldn't think of anything good because with the other family I was just a burden

I hated being in that place I don't see as a home I ran away hoping I would maybe be accepted for me here but it hurt so much still

I know no one cared for me back at that stupid house but I still loved them even if they pushed me aside or saw me as an excuse or even someone to take their anger out on...

I'm scared..

I just want someone to love me...

But I'm scared after what she did to me.

I felt something wet on my cheek..I was crying. God I'm such a crybaby. I hate it I hate everything I hate having to deal with this I though I could have a fresh start but he was here

He had a better family people who loved him who laughed at his jokes who included him on everything. I want to be him. And I want y/n she loves him no matter what she treated me sweetly ever since I got here

They all did even pepa. My mother..and my dad took care of her loved her stayed with her calmed her down all I wanted I want to be him I need to be him but I CANT it hurts so much just to think about him.

I kept hitting the ground over and over again trying to get all the anger out but it just hurt more and more... I couldn't stop crying..I'm not him I'll never have what he has..

I hate him. I hate myself I hate everything and everyone.

Except her.

Y/n

I want to be with her and only her...