{~◇What have I done?◇~}

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So this is obviously for the people that are just for any type of ship.. yk just leave if you're uncomfortable don't ask me why I did this I don't even know myself I don't support the ship that much I don't like it that much but I don't  hate it.

Cal POV

"C'mon Cal don't you feel good~?" Set asked "No!" I yelled crying I-I couldn't believe what I did....I killed Momiji the tears were falling from my eyes like a really fast river even tho 'This feels nice' I was shocked at what thought just came through my head 'No Cal! This is bad! I can hold on I'm strong....right?'

I felt scared, angry and sad all I wanted at the moment was for someone to tell me that it would all be okay but...that won't happen because I'm here...in this hell hole "Is little Cal here sad?~" He said making me more angry wanting to punch him over and over and over again.

"Yes, you know those are called feelings something that you clearly don't have." I said with venom in my voice at that his expression changed it wasn't angry to say it was more like happy but angry too "Oh? Well I guess that you want to have another punishment." He said with that bittersweet tone of his 'YES' my heart started racing "No."

I said angry but still sad I didn't want to kill another person at that moment the smell of blood came in my senses once again remembering of the moment as Momiji was begging me not to kill her 'Why did I even kill her I knew her so well but Inmo I didn't...he was Riccaros minion though..'

There were so many thoughts running through my head that I didn't even notice Set looking at me with a smirk on 'That selfish prick deserved it anyway~' more dark thoughts filled my head 'No she didn't!'

I was trying to fight them as much as possible even though it was hard very hard "You should go back now or they'll start to suspect something~" Set said shooing me away I did so and I left without a word with my head hung down.

'It was all my fault if I just maybe tried to kill Set it would maybe work out and Momiji would be here...I'm such a bad friend'

I was crying for 2 days atleast  'I miss Riccaro so much..' my heart ached just thinking about him he was my best friend and I let him go so easily if I didn't tell them it would be all fine...it would all- "Cal are you okay?" I heard Xylos voice as he knocked on the door "Yea I'm fine!" I said clearly not sounding fine.

"Cal...it's not your fault that Riccaro is gone I should've been more careful as to where we spoke. Also you should go and try to take a rest really can't whatch anime 24/7." He said the last part sarcastically I cracked a very tiny small laugh.

"He is right Cal you really should go to sleep." I heard my god say "Alright then." I replied my voice full of sadness sounding dull a bit but I did try and go to sleep.

"How could you?!" Riccaro screamed "I trusted you!" I cried "Riccaro I'm-" I went to say "Don't talk to me...I'm a goner anyway." He said sadly as I saw Set take over him and I fell through the dark abyss "Why did you do it Cal?" Momiji asked "I-" said she looked at me with this sad look in her eyes.

"Why?" I was shaking "I'm sorry Momiji...I-" sadness and anger those were the two emotions that were clear on her face and the look of disappointment  "I trusted you....you were my friend." I was shocked nonetheless "I am!" I yelled not sure.

"You're insane if you think that we'll ever be friends after that again." Now there was only anger and disappointment on her face to be seen  "I'm sorry! Momiji you have to understand that Set made me do it!" I tried to save my friend "Stop blaming other people for the mistakes that you make Cal and take action."

"MOMIJI!" I yelled as I sat up on my bed  'A nightmare that's great' I got up from the bed and looked at the time '5:36 am not like I'm tired anyway' I changed out of my pyjamas and went out of my room into the bar I filled my bottle with water and drank it then I grabbed a apple and ate that I wasn't really hungry.

"Hey nay bro..." Davis came in looking really sad the demon left his body yesterday because it couldn't handle the emotions "I know this time is hard for you and well all of us...but I'll have to tell you sooner or later...Lychee is.." Davis began but didn't finish it and I hope that he wouldnt say the one thing that I feared the most I didn't want to know but..."Lychee is what Davis?" I said scared for what he was going to say.

"He's...dead." There came the answer that I feared 'No no no no..' I couldn't belive "He got in a fight with this Drannus person and....hey!" I started crying when he started to speak again this hurted more than a knife when "Nay bro do you want a hug-?"

He asked but I already stormed off running as far as I could go and when I was far enough I fell to my knees and cried "Huh?!"  I said in suprise as I felt two pairs of arms hugging me from behind "He did it to himself why to be sad then~?" Set said getting on my nerves but I stayed quiet just crying there except for when I told him to stop holding me and he ignored me.

'Being on his side would be much more greater and I would have a bigger chance of winning this battle' I cried once more was there even any hope left? This surviving game that I play is more harder alone and I can't stand it would it be easier if I.....joined?









Please dont kill me QvQ

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