in the end I'm with you

69 2 8
                                    

Tw suicide,self harm, starvation,pills

It's been 3 months since clays funeral and Nick's moved back to his boyfriends and I'm alone in this house wearing clays hoodie the sleeves are blood stained my wrist are destroyed and my eyes burn from crying 

It's getting to be to much I walk into the bathroom opening a cabinet and pull out a orange bottle of pills around the size of my hand I go to pop some in my mouth

When I get a call from nick I answer

"Hi" I say raspy from crying and not having left my house often so no need to talk

"Hi George have you been taking care of yourself "nick says empathetic

"Ya" I lie

"So if I walked over there I wouldn't see your arms cut to shreds an your body failing to produce enough life from the lack of food"

"No" Im clearly lying

"George please keep yourself okay I have to go just know I love you" nick then hangs up the phone and I look back down at the bottle of pills now dumping half the bottle onto my hands placing them in my mouth and drinking the water

The pills start to kick in making me feel tired I lay on the floor and cry

Then I'm gone just like that no more there's nothing left on the earth now

But as I start to leave I see clay reach his hand out I grab it and I'm gone

Word count 247

(Summary George unalives himself)

Sad ending but yk sorry

screaming (dnf)Where stories live. Discover now