Entry #15 - No More

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No More



Look now, it's the woman that I love

The moment I saw her, I knew she's from above

An angel sent to inspire someone like me

I closed my eyes, started counting one, two, and three

Trying to calm this longing heart

For this, I knew she's the other half of it

Even though she's someone else's love

It's better to be this way

Wanting to be with her through the day

From miles away, she already looked so bright

Enough to lighten up this dark world of mine

Is it really the way how I should love you?

You seem so in love with that man beside you

So I'll look away and continue walking down the road

Where am I? It feels like I'm homeless yet I have a home

Why does it pains me, feeling all alone

When in the first place, you're his and not mine

I don't have a chance, right? 

I only know how to love you from afar

When you smile, I'm recharged

When you laugh, I'm captivated

When you dream, I'm motivated

But when you cried that rainy day, I felt drained

Why? What happened? I wanted to ask you those questions

You ran towards my direction when you saw me at the corner

I felt stiff when you buried your face in my chest

I hope you'll never hear that small heart beat

He cheated on you? am I right?

You were head over heels in love with that man

And now you're crying, longing to feel alright

How should I comfort you?

For I am just a childhood friend for you

I wanted to do things the way I want

But I knew I have to give you time 

To let you alone and move on from that man

Should I wait another decade?

Should I not tell you how I feel?

Should I hide myself in that corner, where I waited for years?

Should I- 

I forgot what I was going to say

You looked at me with those lovely eyes

Burning with passion as you kissed my forehead, damn feels so right

Those dark days of waiting, now I see the light

At the end of the tunnel, you whispered

You're having another nightmare, love

Right, to hell with this illusion of mine

You chose to be with me instead of that stupid man

Now I remembered what really happened in this reality

Let me recall the first lines

Look now, it's the woman that I love

The moment I saw her, I knew she's from above

An angel sent to inspire someone like me

I closed my eyes, started counting one, two, and three

Trying to calm this longing heart

For this day, she married me years ago

She kissed me goodnight, nightmares no more






***by Oceana Marcell***

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