" ... How do you fall in love?
Harder than a bullet could hit you..."
I harshly opened the door of my flat entrance, ran into the living room, and stopped right there watching the scene.Taehyun was sitting on the couch while Felix was chasing laughing Jaemin around the living room having fun. Jaemin has never had a dad and the fact that he's enjoying every moment with Felix having no idea who he was, made me happy. I stood there watching Jaemin screaming in joy while struggling to get out of Felix's grip.
" Mommy! " Jaemin's eyes laid on me as Felix let go of my son making him run into my embrace while I let go of my bag and got onto my knees embracing my son with tears.
Those two weeks were so stressful and sad without him by my side. Jaemin's smell was making me fly into heaven. I held him into my arms for some time before letting him go and greeting my elder brother, Taehyun.
" You're doing great, Rae. " He sheepishly said making me smile.
" So... Felix. What are you doing here? " I turned to the blond-haired guy who had a huge grin on his face. " Well, I... umm. I met your brother, right? " I nodded letting him finish. " So he asked me for help. To find your place and when I was about to go my way, Jaemin was a cutie, so I and Seojun stayed over. " Felix shrugged his shoulders as Seojun entered the place.
Jaemin was holding my hand and looking at Felix with bright eyes. Only if he knew that his dad is so close to him. I have never mentioned Jae to our son and he has never asked about him for what I am grateful. Most of the time Taehyun was the one who showed Jaemin what a father's love is even though he's just my son's uncle.
Watching Jaemin growing up without his dad beside him was heartbreaking indeed, but remembering who his father is always let me stand beside him and look at him with a proud expression. Now Jaemin was having fun with one of my colleagues, making me jealous. I have no idea how will I bring him to work especially to Day6's place or studio.
" Jaemin would you like to join uncle Felix and me to meet uncle Felix's friends? " I asked as Jaemin sat next to me on the couch. A 4-year-old boy looked at me for a moment before nodding his head. Felix smiled at him before taking the cup of tea from the table. We sat like that for a moment enjoying our time together since Taehyun is leaving for London in a few hours.
***
" Rae, Felix is gone! " Jisung yelled as he walked towards me while Jaemin was gripping my hand and looking at his left side where Felix was standing and holding other Jaemin's tiny hand.
" Oh. " Jisung stopped right in front of us. " You already made kids. " I looked at him with confusion.
" Shut up, Han. " Felix rolled his eyes at the older. Well older just by one day...
" I would appreciate it if you won't say those kinds of replicas in front of my son. It doesn't matter that he's bad at Korean. " I smacked Felix's arm as he winced in pain obviously overreacting. I turned to my 4-year-old son who was shyly standing behind my back still holding my hand.
" Jaemin, do you want to meet new people? " I questioned him as he just nodded still being uncomfortable around Jisung who now was watching us in confusion.
" Is this cutie your son? " Jisung asked while looking straight at Jaemin.
" Why? Have a problem with that? " I raised my left eyebrow challenging him to say something more.
" No. It's just unexpected. " Jisung waved at Jaemin who waved him back, embarrassed.
" Jaemin, this is Han Jisung. Uncle Felix's friend, say ' Hi ' " I nudged the little one who peeked through my leg watching what was going to happen next.
" Hello. " Jaemin said making Jisung pout in cuteness.
" Hello. How are you doing?" Jisung tried to start a conversation, but Jamin was a bit too shy so he just answered.
" I'm good. " Jaemin held my hand even tighter.
" You're a smart boy. How old are you?" Jisung asked as he bend down to look closer at Jaemin. Jaemin raised his hand and showed for fingers.
" I'm four. " He said getting comfortable with a new person. " And you? "
" You're a big boy now. I'm 21. " Jisung lifted his hand for Jaemin to give him a high five and he did.
" You're able to legally drink now. " Jaemin grinned as I widened my eyes as well as Felix, but Jisung didn't even seem to be bothered.
" Jaemin. How can you say that? Who taught you this? " I scolded my son who just shrugged.
" Uncle Taehyun. " Of course. Why did Victoria leave my son to that brat?
The time really flies fast. I and Jaemin reached home a lot later than we should have. The poor boy was so tired that he fell asleep on the couch next to Minho who gladly helped me to carry Jaemin home. Minho layed Jaemin on the bed as we came back to my apartment.
" Thank you, Minho. You really helped me. " I smiled at the younger.
" I'm glad I helped, noona. You don't need to thank me. I fell in love with your little one, so it was a blessing to help him go to bed. " Minho who was known for his cold glares smiled back at me. It was the first time he smiled at me and all thanks to Jaemin.
" I think you should go to sleep. I will bring Jaemin for you tomorrow. He will love to spend the whole day with you since you have nothing to do anyway. " I shrugged covering Jaemins small body with a blanket.
" Than see you in the morning. Good night, Rae. " He smiled again.
" Good night, Minho. "
Words from Bishop Brigss' song River
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BoRdErSz { Jae Park }
RomanceHe used to help her in every possible way. She used to find herself falling for him and his kind heart. He left her heartbroken while she was at her worst. Now he's a worldwide popular guy and she's a new staff in the entertainment he's working a...