"... And I know that it's wrong and I can't move on, but there's something about you... "
I came back home a bit later than 2 AM. Jaemin was already home, probably Felix or Minho had taken him home. My whole body was aching duo stress and uncomfortable sitting position. Today was tiring indeed. I took a day off tomorrow to spend some time with Jaemin since we'll be leaving for Day6's tour the day after tomorrow. I can't leave my son here, so I'll have to take him with me. It doesn't matter if Jaehyung gets to know about Jaemin. Nothing matters more than my son's happiness.Next morning after me, Jaemin got ready Dowoon picked us up to go to the amusement park. At first, the ride was silent, but Dowoon started a conversation.
" So, he's your son? " Dowoon asked and I looked at him.
" Yes, he is. "
" Will you mind if I ask where is his father? " after hearing the question I closed my eyes.
I knew that I could trust Dowoon, so telling the truth about Jaemin's father was not a big deal to me.
" At your apartment. " I shrugged my shoulders, but the words I heard from the back seat made my eyes pop out.
" Uncle Dowoon lives with Dad? " Jaemin asked and at that moment I was lost. I had no words.
Silence filled the car again. None of us dared to talk. Dowoon of course knew that it was Jae. Jaemin was looking at me with his piercing, beautiful eyes. And I just wanted to disappear.
" Mommy. " Jaemin spoke again.
" You'll meet him soon, darling. Don't worry. " I looked at him as I smiled, but he wasn't happy at all. His face showed nothing but madness. He was angry, but I had no idea at whom.
The ride wasn't long, but the silence was worse than I expected. When we reached the amusement park, Jaemin quickly ran out of the car to the ticket booth which was standing nearby. I looked at Dowoon who was looking at me and opened the door to leave.
" Don't you think that Jae should know? " he held my hand to stop me.
" He will. He will get to know it soon. " I smiled at him and he let go of my hand.
We made our way to Jaemin who was excitedly jumping around, waiting to try Korean rollercoasters. I remember how I spent my last days in Korea here before moving to Argentina. Memories do things.
" Mommy, let's try this one! " Jaemin shouted as we entered the park. He was pointing his finger at one of the rollercoasters.
" Would you mind if uncle Dowoon will accompany you in this? " I asked him and he nod his head.
" You promised to go with me. I want to go with you. " he looked at me, mad. so I just took a deep breath and nodded at him.
" Let's not leave uncle here, ask him to come. " I whispered in his ear and he happily ran towards Dowoon.
Jaemin didn't have to beg Dowoon to come, he agreed immediately. Spending time with my son and a friend of mine I completely forgot about stress, work, and every single thing which made me sad and feel bad.
I was sitting on a bench looking at Jaemin and Dowoon having the time of their life when a figure stood in front of me blocking the view. I stood up and looked that person in the eyes with pure hatred.
" Jenny. " I breathed out.
" Dal-Rea. Long time no see, loser. " what did she just call me? I laughed at her words which made her furrow her eyebrows.
" Your attitude didn't change even a little. "
" Yours as well. Still talking back I see. " she looked at me with disgust.
" Remember you called me names because I moved to America? " I asked and she smiled.
" How can I forget? " she wiggled her eyebrows.
" Then what the fuck this slut is doing in my country? " I looked her in the eyes as I came closer. She looked at me shocked but then smiled.
" Okay. I deserved that. " She laughed and hugged me.
" You bish. You know that I missed you too. " I said as I hugged my friend back.
That's true. Jenny is my friend now. After that incident with Jae, when he saved me the first time, Jenny started to distance herself from those psychos and started talking with me more. Day by day and we became close friends. She was there when Jae left me, she was there when I was at my lowest, she was there when my parents sent my brother to make sure I survive, and she was there when I gave birth to my dear son.
" Where's that little devil? " she asked as she pulled herself away from me.
" Behind your back. " I looked at Jaemin who now was running to us and Dowoon was looking confused.
" Auntie Jen! " he shouted as Jenny bent down on her knees to embrace the little one.
" How is my Minie doing? " she smiled widely.
" I'm a whole Jaemin now. " he pouted and she smiled.
" Who said that you're Jaemin not Minie? Who said that you're a big man now? " Jenny furrowed her eyebrows.
" Uncle Changbin did," he said back, crossing his hands.
" Uncle Changbin? " she questioned and turned to me, " Who's that Changbin? New boyfriend? " she wiggled her eyebrows.
" No, Jen! It's a guy from a group I am working with. "
" And who's that? " she now looked at Dowoon who was looking at her a bit confused. Probably because he didn't understand a lot from our conversation.
" Dowoon, this is my friend Jenny. Jenny, this is one of the guys from another group I'm working with and a friend of mine. Dowoon. "
Words from Niall Horan's song This Town.
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BoRdErSz { Jae Park }
RomanceHe used to help her in every possible way. She used to find herself falling for him and his kind heart. He left her heartbroken while she was at her worst. Now he's a worldwide popular guy and she's a new staff in the entertainment he's working a...