A/P 40: WHERE IS IT?

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We don't understand things in front of us
We don't know how life may works
We don't know how humanity build in this world
We don't know how people ruined us in just knowing it all
We don't know why we need to be different in this chaotic world of fire of mouth

We don't understand why doing things is hard as hell
We don't understand why being an emotional being is a curse
We don't understand why helping others makes us obsessed
We don't understand why it's hard to expressed things in a good way
We don't understand why it's hard to be a human in this world

We don't know why it's our fault helping others
We don't know why being true is a mistake to do
We don't know why others don't understand it
We don't know why being emotional Intellect ruined us
We must be happy doing our thing and yet our mind keeps us from the ground of knowing what it is

We don't know why we need to do things like this
We felt others' emotions and ruined us the whole day
We care so much that keeps us in the chain of destruction
We love to do things in the way we think and yet it makes us miserable being
We want to help in a matter of being crazy asking do I need to do this?

A lot of questions and yet no one can understand how to be in this place
A lot of different emotions and yet no one can understand how to be in a place of being alone creating peace of it
A lot of works and ways of thinking about how to be in the happiest and most peaceful world
A lot of answers and yet it's hard to practice it
A lot of Why, When, What and How to be in this place without the problem of it

We don't understand why we are in the curse of it
We don't understand why we felt emotions that long for a whole day
We don't understand why being a kind person a lot of saying don't do this
We don't understand why being independent in mind makes us wrong for being ourselves
We don't understand why people always criticize our values for the judgment

We got tired of feeling this way
We got tired of walking in this chaotic world
We got tired of ruining our life because of being rebellious in helping others
We got tired of being attached to someone who gives us the problem
We care, love, and appreciate it, and yet if they ruined us every day

How to be within the boundaries of peace?
What could be the answer?
When could it last?
Why are we always alone helping others for improvement?
Whom do we trust and give our hearts fully if no one can understand us?; Where is it?

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