Guilt

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I don't know if you should expect constant updates or not.
Maybe it's going to be inconsistent cuz my mood changes easily Lmao.
I just got done editing and now I'm too lazy to make edits so I'll be writing ig.

"Are you okay?" Camilo asked as he was walking you home

"I'm fine" you said with guilty tears.
Maybe Carlos is right.
Why were you trying to keep him when you've clearly fallen for Camilo.

Camilo escorted you through the tree lined street to your house.

He stopped for a moment before looking up at you with an unsettled expression.
He smiled awkwardly as he tapped his foot

"Eh- um I guess I'll go now" the awkward moment was agonizing
You smiled awkwardly before nodding and walking in.

He walked off without a word as you ran up to your room.

You took the locket of memories and thoroughly examined it as you swam in thoughts.

You realized you and Carlos' initials are carved in.
You opened it to see a photo of you and him in school uniforms with a goofy pose.

The guilt conquered your brain and it was the worst feeling ever.
You felt bad for him
You felt like a Jerk

You wanted space but a certain feeling is telling you that you wanted to see him.

But why?

You're a jerk, he wouldn't wanna see you.

You called Mirabel to talk to her about everything but you were shocked when she flipped her Camera.

"Carlos is with you?"

"No, I was passing by and I saw him sitting there"

"What's he doing?"

"Crying I think? I don't know."

"Wait wait zoom in"

He was holding the locket.

"He has a Locket"

"That's our memory necklaces"

"Come close, tell him I wanna talk to him" you ordered

Mirabel denied, not wanting to disturb the boy. He needed space.
But you insisted

"Carlos," He looked up at Mira with heavy bag of tears in his eyes but with a mad expression

"I- it's Y/N, she-"

"I don't wanna talk. Leave me alone" he said before walking away

"Carlos, please, let me talk" but he ignored your plead and headed back home

"Mirabel follow him"

"No, Y/N he needs space. Leave him alone for now"

"Leave him alone?! No!"

"Y/N, you had no time for him when he wanted your company, now he doesn't want it so please, save your time for something else"

"Leave him? No!"

"You ignored him all these times! He needs space Y/N! You're being an idiot! If you wanna talk, call him yourself" she ended the call

She was right.
He needed space

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