"look rosalie.. you're an amazing person. and i hate doing this, but i think it's best. we're both busy, all the time, recently, and barely see eachother." he said, then looks back down at our hands.
"but i think it's best, if we, y'know, take a break? for the mean while! like, this long distance isn't working and we're growing apart every second."
my heart broke. it felt like my stomach dropped, my head started spinning and i felt dizzy.
tears started filling in my eyes, i pulled my hands away from his hands.
he still kept his head down, ashamed? sad? not sure.
tears were being held in my eyes, knowing if i blink they'd start all falling or spilling out.
"oh. why? well i know, but whyd you think this?!" i ask.
"ever since,you got that new acting job."
i nodded, even though he couldn't see me.
"you should...go." i say, holding in me crying.
he looked at me, half smiling then got up, and left, closing the door.
that's when i let myself cry, and tears spill out of my eyes.
Alexa wasn't home, but soon she will be home and see me a crying mess.
i got a buzzes from my phone.
looking through it, with watery, blurry eyes it read;
ONWARDWANNA
sorry, ily always but it was for the best.🤍
i started crying more.
it hurt, a lot. he was my first love? god, that sounds funny. but i really did love him, and care about him.
maybe it was for the best? i don't know.
"rosalie, it's okay." alexa says, sitting next to me while i'm laying down, crying still.
it was the next day, i expected him to text, "just joking! lol!"
but nothing.
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a week later.
i've gotten a little used to be without javon, sometimes i'd still remember him and start getting sad.
i haven't seen or texted anyone from his family, and they haven't reached out.
