I feel like I'm a complete disappointment to my parents. I get good grades in school, I'm athletic, I know how to cook and clean. But yet I feel like I'm letting them down. I dropped out of a sport in December because I didn't like how it was operated and it gave me so much anxiety to show up every day and have no one waiting for me. I know my mother was upset I didn't want to go and she spent a lot of money to feet me there and I feel horrible about it. She wants me to do an open practice for the sport but I just don't want to. It's only a few more months before the sports starts up again in summer when I truly and completely love it. I had to tell her I didn't want to do the open time and I could tell she was really disappointed. I hate that I let her down. I want to make her happy, and proud. I don't want to be alone for an hour everyday doing something I don't want to do.
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Phi Hư CấuOnline diary type. Even if no one reads it it feels good to put my thoughts out there
