I Don't Want To Feel Better- [Glamrock FreddyxGlamrock BonniexMonty]

Chapter 16 Facing the truth

Monty woke up in the hospital bed, in a hospital gown, the dripping noise of the IV he was hooked on was driving him mad, but what made him particularly anxious was the fact the whole band stood around him, Gregory stayed in the car.

Freddy: So you use drugs?! I'm guessing those marks are from heroine... You do know my zero tolerance policy don't you?! I've seen what heroin does to ban- before he could continue, the alligator spoke.

Monty: Don't you think I know?!? I came here cuz i finally got clean of heroin and my childhood friend's were pressuring me back into it. I needed to get out. I just didn't managed to stay that much time clean from coke cuz, ya know, I've been doing it for over a decade now and I get suicidal when I try to quit!!

Freddy: We can't have you using while we perform, or while you drive! You're endangering our life's! I can't have you do that! And I certainly can't have an addict around my child!

Monty: Please don't do this to me. Please don't take away the only thing that has made me go completely clean, without you, I don't have anything. I don't have friends, I don't have family, I don't have a place to sleep I don't have a reason to stay clean! Please!! I beg of you! Let me stay!! I'll get clean!! It's hard but I'll do it!! Please, just let me stay!!- they begged in tears, Chica and Roxy intervening.

Chica: Freddy, please think this through again, they're being genuine! I believe he'll do it, we just gotta help him.

Freddy: He needs to be in rehab.

Roxy: No. They need a support system. If it worked when only Bon was helping him, with all of us, they'll be able to stay completely clean.- the bear sighed before speaking once more.

Freddy: Let's got then. You are two, I'm not moving my thoughts cuz I have a child to keep safe, so it's up to you Bonnie.- he said, suddenly all eyes feel on the rabbit who had been silent all this time to avoid the alligator's death stare, now looking at them in the eyes, before looking away.

Bonnie: I shouldn't have outted him like that... They are able to do it, they just need more support. I vote for him to stay.

Freddy: Alright then, it's decided, once you're out of the hospital we should hit the road... By the way Monty, just cuz I wanted you out doesn't mean I hate you. I just have to think about my child's safety.- he stated before leaving the room, not letting the other reply to what he said.

Chica: He'll come around... Just give him time he has a hard time with drugs and stuff.- she said before hugging him and leaving.

Roxy: So, when are you getting out of the hospital?

Monty: I think this afternoon.

Roxy: Ok then, we'll go for drinks after you need it, but now just rest.- the keytarist said before leaving the room, leaving Monty alone with Bonnie, tensions where high and the alligator refuse to start conversation so, the smaller moved next to the bed, before speaking.

Bonnie: I'm sorry... I hope you understand, I had no choice, if I didn't tell them you could've died.

Monty: You had a choice. You could've call them in private.

Bonnie: And then what? How would I explain why you were being taken in an ambulance?- he asked calmly, truth be told, he knew just how much he'd fucked up by doing what he did.

Monty: You broke my trust. Don't act like this is a necessary evil, it isn't... Please just leave. I don't want to get mad at you making up excuses, I'm already upset enough.

Bonnie: Alright... See ya later Monty.- he said has he made it to the door.

Monty: Bye.

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They where in camp already,well knowing they could only do a show tomorrow, Bonnie went over to Roxy who had just lit the fire, seating besides her.

Bonnie: Do you think I did the wrong choice?

Roxy: What choice?

Bonnie: Telling everyone? I'm not sure it was the best one.

Roxy: What would be the other option?! Letting Monty die? You did the right choice, he just doesn't see that yet alright?

Bonnie: I think I fucked up our friendship tho. They're really mad.

Roxy: Well, in their head he feels justified to be upset. You kept him from getting high, you told everyone, in his head it just means that you're making him have less chance to get high... Besides the whole almost getting kicked out shenanigans.

Bonnie: You know, I don't understand why Freddy's like that. The guy is clearly trying to get better, kicking him out would only make it worse.- the wolf chuckled at his statement, the other looking confused at her before speaking.

Roxy: You gotta be fucking kidding man. That's how you were when you first discovered about it. I'm glad you went the other way tho, Monty needs all the help they can get. You can tell his heart is in the right place and that he has good intentions, but, getting clean for an addiction that has been going on for that much years? Fucking hell man.... Changing the subject to something more light, how's your back?

Bonnie: Hell.

Roxy: How so?

Bonnie: What the fuck do you think?! I got chronic back pain and slept in hospital CHAIRS! Of course my back pain is hell right now.

Roxy: Dam you did that for Monty?

Bonnie: Yeah.

Roxy: Must really like him... Say you don't happen to have a crush on him would you?- the other chuckled it off, before replying with an overly dramatic tone.

Bonnie: Me?! Have a crush on them?!? PFF PLEASE!! You gotta be kidding!!

Roxy: Oh c'mon, you two fucked, you have to admit there's something bettwen you two! Even if it's just pure sexual attraction, y'all have something.

Bonnie: Alright, maybe I find him hot, so what?! My heart's with Freddy, not Monty.

Roxy: Please you can't even say a 'I love you', what's there about it?!

Bonnie: I can say it!!

Roxy: Then do it. Tell him right here and now you love him.- the bassist looked embarrassed, caught off guard by the confrontation, but going through with it, not wanting to admit failure.

Bonnie: Fine I will!!- he said getting up and moving over to where the vocalist stood- I have something to tell you.

Freddy: What is it, superstar?- the answer to that question was easily formed on the rabbit's mind, unfortunately, when he attempted to speak, nothing came out.

Bonnie: W-well, I-I, uhm, y-you see, I-I l-love your voice.- he managed before internally face palming.

Great. Fucking great. Not only I just made a clown of myself, but I proved Roxanne right!! Fucking great!

Freddy: Thank you?- he asked, not sure of how to take the compliment, even if it made him internally scream out of happiness. The bassist made his way back to the other, laying his head on her lap, her braiding his hair.

Bonnie: I'm a fucking mess.

Roxy: We all have been there... Don't worry tho you'll be able to say it one day.

Bonnie: Just hope it isn't to late.

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Much love!!

-MissevilXD