When I say

(1) When I say-

When I say 'I am bad at interacting'

It means I am losing friends
Consequently.

When I say 'The reason is me'
It means I was wrong in between.

Prolonged, I was
Expecting.
Not in repaying.

When I say 'i am bad at being friends'
It means I was holding me back.
From losing another one in track.

I had longed for one.
Not knowing the fact,
Of losing on stack.

The pack of friendship
Seems a sky with rainbows.

But my encounter
Is always being a disaster
Of storms and rains.

At a rapid speed of
Of me being a castor.

Where I lose.
Some more sweet chapters
From my castor's
Hole.

And when my mum says- 'It's okay to have none'
It means I will not try once more.

Emptying the Castor.
I had no open holes.

But

Why will one use an empty Castor?
The unfilled answer has kept me at an edge.

And for me

Friendship
Is an empty sunny sky.
Filled only with blue hues.