A/N: A bit of smut? They just make out for a bit so idk if that counts really but just a warning in case
Alatus POV:
Barbatos' lips collide with mine and my eyes widen and my face heats up, my heart's beating at a million miles an hour
Barbatos pulls away after only a few seconds, if I'm being honest I wanted it to last longer, but I would never tell him that
Barbatos smirks at me, seeing the shocked look on my face, there almost seems to be a hint of worry in his eyes, however
"W-what?" is all I manage to say to him, still shocked by what just happened.
This must be a dream right? There's no way Barbatos just kissed me, that only happens in my fantasies, right?
Barbatos giggles lightly "you look so surprised, how could I not kiss a cutie like you~?" he says in a voice that makes me wish that kiss lasted longer, or even, turned into something more, what am I thinking?
My face heats up even more and I feel like I'm about to explode "o-oh" is all I can say, being stunned by his beauty even more than before
"It couldn't have been that good, it was nothing more than a peck" he says playfully like he wants me to have these invasive thoughts
I try to push the thoughts out of my head "I- I guess" I say, it's not like I've ever been kissed before, how am I supposed to know what it's like?
"Want me to show you want I can really do~?"
OH GOD OH FUCK I think IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING?! IT CAN'T BE I don't know how to respond, yes, is what my gut tells me, but do I really know what I'm getting into and if I should? Hell no, I have no clue, this could be very bad for me
I should say no but I blurt out "yes" without thinking, oh god... I think after I say it, I guess my mouth just made the decision for me, I didn't know what to choose anyway so I guess this is happening
This is a dream anyway... Right? But... Everything feels so real, this can't be a dream, the decision I just made might affect my whole life
I see Barbatos smirk "I thought you'd say that~" he says before he pins me to the wall, my hands now above my head
He kisses me more aggressively and passionately this time, I honestly have no clue what I'm doing so I just let him do his thing
We both close our eyes, just enjoying the sensation for a while before he slides his tongue into my mouth and I let out a little moan
This is all so new to me, all I know is that this feels amazing, I feel his tongue exploring my mouth
He breaks the kiss to breathe, we're both breathing very heavily, after a few seconds he moves down to my neck and bites it gently
I moan, I thought the kiss felt nice but this is amazing, I never want it to end, at least, I didn't until his hands begin to lift my shirt up, and I realize I'm not ready for this
"Barbatos..." I say, still breathing heavily "stop"
He stops as I say the word, moving away from me and blushing slightly "er... Sorry... I got a little carried away... Heh..." he says
"It's ok... I'm just... I'm not ready yet..." I say between breaths, looking him in the eyes
He nods in understanding "let me know when or if you're ready" he says and I nod, I'm sure it will happen eventually, but I'd like to know him a little better first, and actually, it'd be nice if he'd at least be my boyfriend first, but I'm too shy to ask
It's kind of awkward between us now, I'm hoping this awkwardness doesn't last forever, I really like Barbatos, and I still haven't been wrapped in his wings, that is what I want right now
"Uhm... Want to just cuddle... Or something?" I ask, pushing away my awkwardness for the moment
He smiles "sure" he says, taking my hand and leading me into his living room. He sits on the couch and invites me to join him
I sit next to him, close enough so our thighs are touching, he brings me closer to him with his arms the he wraps his wings around me, removing his arms
This is even better than I expected, it's so soft and warm, I rest my head on his shoulder, this is more my pace, I want to wait longer to make sure I don't do anything I'll regret
For now, I just stay wrapped in his wings, loving every moment of it "thanks..." I whisper to him
"No problem" he replies, wrapping me in his wings tighter, his wings are a lot more powerful than I thought, but being tightly wrapped in them is like being in heaven
My eyes begin to shut, I need to stay awake but my body won't allow it, and I soon drift off to sleep
Barbatos POV:
I watch as the slightly shorter man drifts off to sleep on me, I'm slightly disappointed that he stopped me from going any further, but I respect his wishes, and this is pretty nice too anyway
I was pretty surprised when he asked if I wanted to cuddle with him, he's definitely not very forward, so he must be really wanted it, and either way I'm happy to oblige
I brush my fingers through his black and teal hair, listening to his breathing and heartbeat as he sleeps
Now that he seems to really love me, it'll be easy to get him to do my bidding, this is the plan, after all, not getting a boyfriend, the plan is to tear Morax down from the inside
I can't let myself get too attached to this Adeptus, or it might have serious consequences for me...
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DICONTINUED. Enemy (Xiaoven)
FanfictionArchon war AU angst and fluff Alatus (Xiao) is serving under his father, Morax, but with his father becoming more aggressive and controlling by the day, Alatus finds himself drifting away from him. He spends more time away from home, in his mother's...